England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Winifred," she exclaimed, "that is going too far. Whatever he is
_not_, he is certainly not a mean hypocrite. You can't think that for--
for any selfish or interested motives, he would _pretend_ to care for
you? He couldn't."
"No, no, I don't think him the least of a hypocrite," said Winifred,
eagerly. "You don't understand, Celia. He _thinks_ he does, quite
honestly. He's always been put in the position--not told he _must_ care
for me, for, of course, with a man of any spirit or principle that would
only drive him the other way. And Lennox has plenty of principle and
spirit too, of a kind. But he has been tacitly told he _does_, and so
he has come to believe it."
Celia looked extremely perplexed. This was a new light indeed upon the
subject, but a light which seemed, at first at any rate, only to
increase the already existing perplexity.
"If--if you think _that_," she said at last, "I don't wonder at what you
always say about him. I mean about it all. Not that I don't sympathise
with you--I do, as you know. I _couldn't_ imagine being in love with
Lennox;" and she smiled to herself, as it were, at the very thought.
"But I always thought it must make a great difference if a girl knows a
man is very devoted to _her_, you know."
"Oh," said Winifred, in her very off-hand way, "as far as that goes, I
_think_ I could stand Lennox better if I knew he did not care much for
me," which paradoxical speech gave her younger sister considerable food
for reflection. And before Celia spoke again, Winifred dismissed the
subject in her high-handed fashion, quite ignoring the fact that it was
she herself, and she alone, who had started the conversation.
"You really must not chatter or let me chatter any more, Celia," she
said. "I must get my letter written."
And for the best part of an hour there was no sound to be heard but the
scratching of their pens--of Winifred's pen alone after a while, for
Celia's correspondence was confined to her sister Louise, while Miss
Maryon, once she had got her hand in, so to say, went on writing long
after her rather short and not very graphic letter to her mother was
finished. For she was a young woman of great energy and almost perfect
physical condition. It was quite true, as she had declared to Mrs
Balderson, that she was not "the very least tired."
She looked up suddenly, when she had closed and addressed her fourth
envelope.
"It must be getting rather late," she said.
"Shall I ring for our letters to be taken down, do you think, Celia?
They are not in time for to-night's mail, but still, if posted now, they
will get to Barleyfield for the afternoon delivery to-morrow."
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