England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
A slight shiver ran through her--it was growing chilly. With a
half-contemptuous smile at herself, she drew down the window, and in a
very few moments was safely ensconced in bed, though somewhat shivery
still.
"I hope I haven't caught cold through my own folly," was her last waking
thought.
For, notwithstanding her preoccupied mind and a certain amount of
excitement, of which she was conscious, Hertha fell asleep quickly, and
any one seeing her would have said that her slumbers were sound and
untroubled.
But, in point of fact, she was dreaming vividly--all the events of the
last few days seemed to be re-enacted before her, with the addition of
various fantastic accompaniments such as dreamers know well. Friends
and acquaintances she had not thought of for years suddenly appeared as
familiar guests among the members of the family at White Turrets. Her
own grandmother, whom as a child Hertha had been very fond of, seemed to
be there as an ancient chatelaine of the place, pointing out to her,
among the visitors, historical personages whom no living being could
have known outside a book.
"We are expecting the King--Louis XVI--of course, and Queen Marie
Antoinette, this evening. They have long wished to visit White Turrets,
and now," her grandmother was explaining to her, when, with a sudden
start, Hertha awoke.
She was not sorry, for though the dream had been of curiously
fascinating and fantastic interest, she had been conscious--and the
consciousness remained with her even after she was awake--of a strange
indescribable fear, that dream fear which, I fancy, at some time or
other, every one must have experienced: a fear as of fate, all-pervading
and irresistible, of perfectly unspeakable _strangeness_, as if we had
got on to another plane of existence altogether, where nothing was as we
had ever known it, where we feel ourselves alone in an isolation such as
real life has never, even faintly, figured to us. Through all the
familiar scenery of her dream--through the sound of her grandmother's
voice, and the perfect knowledge that she was here, at White Turrets,
among the friends she seemed now to know so well--through the laughter
and the smiles she knew to be around her, was this terrible ghastly
consciousness of _fear_. And it did not at once disappear when she
awoke. It seemed still to be clinging to her, haunting the air round
about her. Never had Hertha suffered in the same way to such an extent.
"What can be the matter with me?" she said to herself. "I feel poisoned
with fear. Dear me, if this sort of thing is the kind of sensation one
has in a haunted room, Heaven preserve me from such an experience! But
_can_ there be any thing uncanny in this room? I have never felt it
before. Oh no, it must all be fancy and nonsense. My nerves are upset,
I suppose. I have been taking my friends' troubles too much to heart."
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