Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
began to move: for that room was over this. Meantime, what could she do
better than to read her chapter, and say her prayers, and bless him--and
try “to keep her heart”?
Many, many times had she gone over the same thoughts that flitted about
her mind now and interrupted the current of her prayers, and of the
reading which was only remembering. There was Job, whom she had thought
of so often, whose habit was, when his sons and daughters were in all
their grandeur before anything happened to them, to offer sacrifices for
them, if, perhaps, in the carelessness of their youth, they might have
done something amiss. How she had longed to do that! and then had
reminded herself that there were no more sacrifices, that there had been
One for all, and that all she had to do was but to put God in mind, to
keep Him always in mind: that there was her son yonder somewhere out in
His world, and maybe forgetting what his duty was. To put God in
mind!--as if He did not remember best of all, thinking on them most when
they were lost, watching the night when even a mother slumbers and
sleeps, and never, never losing sight of them that were His sons before
they were mine! What could she say then, what could she do, a poor small
thing of a woman, of as little account as a fly in the big world of God?
Just sit there with her heart bleeding, and say between the lines, “In
my Father’s house are many mansions”--and, “If a man love me, my Father
will love him, and we will come unto him, and make our abode with him:”
nothing but “my Robbie, my Robbie!” with anguish and faith contending.
This was all mixed up among the verses now, those verses that were balm,
the keen sharpness of this dear name.
She was not, however, permitted to remain with these thoughts alone.
Janet came softly to the door, half opening it, asking, “May I come
in?” “Oh, who can prevent you from coming in?” her mistress said, in the
sudden impatience of a preoccupied mind, and then softly, “Come in,
Janet,” in penitence more sudden still. Janet came in, and, closing the
door behind her, stood as if she had something of the gravest importance
to say. “What is it, woman, what is it?” Mrs Ogilvy cried in alarm.
“I was thinking,” said Janet, “Mr Robert brought nae luggage with him
when he came last night.”
“No--he was walking--how could he bring luggage?” cried Mrs Ogilvy,
picking up that excuse, as it were, from the roadside, for she had not
thought of it till this minute.
“That is just what I am saying,” said Janet: “no a clean shirt, nor a
suit of clothes to change, and this the Sabbath-day----!”
“There are his old things in the drawer,” said Mrs Ogilvy.
“His auld things!--that wouldna peep upon him, the man he is now. He was
shapin’ for a fine figger of a man when he went away: but no braid and
buirdly as he is now.”
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