Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
That his studio should seem bare and uninteresting as he threw open the
door, and tried to kindle a fire in the dusty stove, did not surprise
him. That the sketches and studies in colour should look tame and flat
to the eye that had been fed for two weeks with Maine surf, angry
clouds, and swaying branches, was perhaps only natural. But as the days
went on and he failed to get in train for work a puzzled wonder slowly
grew in him. Why was it that the picture dragged so? He remembered
perfectly the look of the beach, the feel of the cold, hungry water,
the heavy, grey clouds, the primitive, forbidding austerity that a
while ago he had been so confidently eager to put on the canvas. Why
was it that he sat for hours together helplessly staring at it? His
friends supposed him wrapped in his subject, working under a high
pressure, and considerately left him alone; they would have marvelled
greatly had they seen him glowering moodily at the merest study of the
subject he had described so vividly to them, smoking countless packages
of cigarettes, hardly lifting his hand from his chair-arm.
Once he threw down a handful of brushes and started out for a tramp. It
occurred to him that the city sights and smells, the endless hum and
roar, the rapid pace of the crowded streets would tone him up and set
his thoughts in a new line; he was tired of the whistling gales and
tossing trunks and booming surf that haunted his nights and confused
his days. A block away from the studio a flower-woman met him with a
tray of daffodils and late crocuses. A sudden puff of wind blew out her
scant, thin skirt; a tree in the centre of the park they were crossing
bent to it, the branches creaked faintly. The fresh, earthy odour of
the flowers moved him strangely. He bought a bunch, turned, and went
back to the studio, to sit for an hour gazing sightlessly ahead of him.
Suddenly he started up and approached the sketch.
"It wants wind," he muttered, half unconsciously, and fell to work. An
hour passed, two, three--he still painted rapidly. Just as the light
was fading a thunderous knock at the door ushered in the two men he
knew best. He nodded vaguely, and they crossed the room in silence
and looked at the picture. For a few moments no one spoke. Presently
Willard took a brush from his mouth and faced them.
"Well?" he said.
The older man shook his head. "Queer sky!" he answered briefly.
The younger looked questioningly at Willard. "You'll have to get a gait
on you if you hope to beat Morris with that," he said. "What's up,
Willard? Don't you want that prize?"
"Of course I do." His voice sounded dull, even to himself. "You aren't
any too sympathetic, you fellows----" he tried to feel injured.
The older man came nearer. "What's that white thing there? Good Lord,
Will, you're not going to try a figure----"
Willard brushed rapidly over the shadowy outline. "No--that was just a
sketch. The whole thing's just a sort of----"
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