Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"The whole thing's just a bluff!" interrupted the younger man,
decidedly. "It's not what you told us about at all--and it's not good,
anyway. It looks as if a tornado had struck it! You said it was to be
late afternoon--it's nearer midnight, as far as I can see! What's that
tree lying around for?"
His tone was abusive, but a genuine concern and surprise was underneath
it. He looked furtively at his older friend behind Willard's back. The
other shook his head expressively.
Willard bit his lip. "I only wanted to try--it won't necessarily stay
that way," he explained. He wished he cared more for what they said. He
wished they did not bore him so unspeakably. More than all, he wished
they would go.
The younger one whistled softly. "Pretty late in the day to be making
up your mind, I should say," he remarked. "When's it going to dry in?
Morris has been working like a horse on his for six weeks. He's coming
on, too--splendid colour!"
Willard lit a cigarette. "Damn Morris!" he said casually. The older man
drew on his glove and turned to go.
"Oh, certainly!" he replied cheerfully. "By all means! No, we can't
stay--we only dropped in. We just thought we'd see how you were
getting along. If I were you, Will, I'd make up my mind about that
intoxicated tree and set it up straight--good-bye!"
They went out cheerfully enough, but he knew they were disappointed
and hurt--they had expected so much from that picture. And he wished
he cared more. He looked at it critically. Of course it was bad, but
how could they tell what he had been doing? It was the plan of months
changed utterly in three hours. The result was ridiculous, but he
needed it no longer--he knew what he wanted now, what he had been
fighting against all these days. He would paint it if he could--and
till he could. The insistent artist-passion to express even bunglingly
something of the unendurable beauty of that strange night was on him,
and before the echo of his guests' departure had died away he was
working as he had never worked before, the old picture lying unnoticed
in the corner where he had thrown it.
He needed no models, he did not use his studies. Was it not printed
on his brain, was it not etched into his heart, that weird vision of
the storm, with the floating fairy creature that hardly touched the
earth? Was there a lovely curve in all her melting postures, which
slipped like water circles into new shapes, that he did not know? That
haunting, elf-like look, that ineffably exquisite _abandon_, had he
not studied it greedily then in the wood, and later, in his restless
dreams? The trees were sentient, the bushes put out clasping fingers to
detain him, the wind shrieked out its angry soul at him; and she, the
white wonder with her floating wisps of stinging hair, had joined with
them to mock at him, the startled witness of that mad revel of all the
elements. He knew all this--he was drunk with it: could he paint it? Or
would people see only a strange-eyed girl dancing in a wood?
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