Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
In a month it seemed that they had always known him. Intimacy was
so impossible with his inturned, elusive nature, that to have him
sitting through hours of silence by the birch fire, abstracted, dreamy,
inattentive, except to some chance word that stirred his fancy, was
to know him well, to all intents. His nerves, dulled to all great
torments like poverty, hunger, obscurity, quivered like violin strings
under little unaccustomed jarrings. If interrupted in the reading of
his verses he would lose his control beyond belief; a chance cough,
the falling of an ember, put him out of tune for hours. He possessed
little sense of humour, and the lightest satire turned him sulky. A
child might have teased him to madness; it was evident to them that
his utterly lonely life had preserved him from constant torture at the
hands of associates.
Until the book was complete he refused to have the great publisher
brought to hear it read. Sometimes for days they would not see him,
then on some rainy evening he would appear, lonely and hungry, eager
for the praise and warmth of Anne's library, an exquisite poem in his
pocket. Served to repletion by the secretly scornful butler, he would
smoke a while, then draw out the sheet of foolscap, and read in his
nervous yet musical voice the latest page of the book that was to bring
him fame.
On one such night--it was when he brought them "Dawn on the River,"
the only poem of which Anne had a copy, and the one which a well-known
firm afterward printed under his photograph and sold by thousands at
Easter-tide--he broke through the mist--it was too impalpable to be
called a wall of reserve--that held his personality apart from them,
and talked wonderfully for an hour. They seemed to see the clear soul
of some gentle, strayed fawn; his thoughts were like summer clouds
mirrored in a placid brook. All the crowding, sweating humanity of his
stunted boyhood had flowed through his youth like an ugly drain laid
through a fresh mountain stream. He seemed to have lived all his years
with young David on the hillside, and wealth and poverty, crowds and
loneliness, love and death were as far from his life as if the vast
procession of them all that swept by him daily through the great city
had never been.
As he talked, Delafield found his eyes drawn from the boy's face to
Anne's. Never before had he seen just that faint, steady rose in her
cheeks, that sweet glow in her eyes. As she leaned forward, her very
pearls seemed to catch a red tinge from the fire: it occurred to him
for the first time that she looked like Ellen's girls--there was a
suggestion of Kitty in the curve of her cheek.
Was it possible that Anne--no, it could not be. To think of the men
that had tried to come into her life and failed--such men! And this
boy, this elf, to whom no woman was so real or so dear as a tree in the
glen!
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