She spoke the truth, if in hackneyed and unthinking phrase; in her busy
and crowded little mind, the reflection of her busy little life, there
had been no room for visions of a deep and solitary peace.
Involuntarily, as they walked they drew nearer together and went closely
side by side; the sweet aloofness of the valley not only amazed them, it
awed them; they were dimly conscious of being in contact with something
which in its silent, gracious way was disquieting as well as beautiful.
Their theory and practice of life, so far, was the theory and practice
of their purely urban environment, of crowds, committees and grievances
and cocksure little people like themselves—and lo, out of an atmosphere
of cocksureness and hustle they had stepped, as it seemed without
warning, into one of mystery and the endless patience of the earth. Out
here, in this strange overpowering peace, it was difficult to be
conscious of grievances political or ethical; instead came a new,
undefined and uneasy sense of personal inadequacy and shrinkage, a sense
of the unknown and hitherto unallowed-for, a fear of something undreamed
of in their rabid and second-hand philosophy.... Not that they reasoned
after this fashion, or were capable of analysing the source of the
tremor that mingled with their physical pleasure, their sheer delight of
the eye; but before they had been in the valley many hours they
sympathized in secret (they did not know why) with Madame Amberg’s
consistent avoidance of its loveliness, saw hazily and without
comprehension why, for all her praise of its beauties, she was so loth
to dwell there. The place, though they knew it not, was a New Idea to
them—and therefore a shadow of terror to their patterned and settled
convictions. As such their organized and regulated minds shrank from it
at once and instinctively—cautiously apprehensive lest the New Idea
should tamper with accepted beliefs, disturb established views and call
generally for the exercise of faculties hitherto unused. They had an
uneasy foreboding—never mentioned aloud by either, though troublous to
both—that long contact with solitude and beauty might end by confusing
issues that once were plain, and so unfitting them for the work of
Progress and Humanity—for committees, agitations, the absorbing of
pamphlets and the general duty of rearranging the universe.
There was something, probably, in the frame of mind in which they
approached the valley; they came of a migratory, holiday race, and had
seen green beauty before, if only fleetingly and at intervals. What
they had lacked before was the insight into beauty born of their own
hearts’ content, the wonder created by their own most happy love....
They followed their guide for the most part in silence, relieved that he
had ceased his well-meaning attempts to make them understand his jargon,
and speaking, when they spoke at all, in voices lowered almost to a
whisper.
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