His simple and awed admiration for his new-found friend and faith had in
all probability more than a little to do with Faraday’s readiness to
allow the acquaintance to continue—even a rebel prophet is not
insensible to flattery. William became for a time his satellite and
pupil, the admiring sharer of his schemes, of his hatreds and laudable
ambitions; he read Faraday’s vehement articles and accepted each word
and line. His very blankness of mind made him an apt pupil, and within
a month of his mother’s death he was living, out of office hours, in a
whirl of semi-political agitation, attending meetings and cramming his
head with pamphlets. In three months more all his hours were
out-of-office hours; in his enthusiasm for his new creed and interests
his neglect of his professional duties had become so marked that the
manager, after one or two warnings, called him into his room for a
solemn and last reprimand. As it happened, Faraday, the night before,
had confided to William the news of his approaching appointment to the
post of organizing secretary of the Independent Socialist Party, an
appointment which would entail a speedy retirement from his hated desk
in the City. The news, naturally, had not increased the attraction of
the office for William, in whom the spirit of revolt had already
fermented to some purpose; thus, to the infinite surprise of his
superiors, who had known him hitherto as the meekest of meek little
clerks, the threat of dismissal failing improvement was countered by a
prompt resignation as truculent as William could make it. In fact, in
the exhilaration of the moment, he treated the astonished representative
of capitalism to something in the nature of a speech—culled principally
from the writings of "Vindex."
From that day onwards he devoted himself to what he termed public life—a
ferment of protestation and grievance; sometimes genuine, sometimes
manufactured or, at least, artificially heightened. He was an extremist,
passionately well-intentioned and with all the extremist’s, contempt for
those who balance, see difficulties and strive to give the other side
its due. He began by haunting meetings as a listener and a steward;
Faraday’s meetings at first, then, as his circle of acquaintance and
interest widened, any sort of demonstration that promised a sufficiency
of excitement in the form of invective. The gentlest of creatures by
nature and in private life, he grew to delight in denunciation, and
under its ceaseless influence the world divided itself into two
well-marked camps; the good and enlightened who agreed with him, and the
fools and miscreants who did not.... In short, he became a politician.
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