Maybe they are. The tuberose has a personality, strong friends and
stout enemies, like some people. There is nothing negative about
it. The fancy persists. Ah, I have it! Another little brain door
swings wide. But it wasn’t a tuberose. Bobby and the big boys, his
friends, have been on a tramp, they are again standing under my
window, they have waked me with the old familiar whistle. Mother has
said I may have the magnolias Bobby wants to send up at midnight
if I won’t speak to the boys, if the boys won’t speak to me, and
she has let Bobby suspend a cord from my second-story window. I am
fourteen years old again, and through the half-closed shutters I am
tugging desperately at those magnolias. Suppressed giggles from the
boys, suppressed giggles from me, too, and they ascend with slow
majesty. Inside the window the secret of their heaviness is revealed.
Candy—tons of it. The devil gets every inhabitant of Marsville who
dances, but in spite of the devil I waltz merrily to my bed.
_September 24th.
Sunday._
Yesterday one of those seemingly unimportant happenings that change
the current of a life came to me. I look up from the garden seat
here among my flowers and my eyes journey from one accustomed sight
to another. The long, low, rambling, gray old house drowsing in the
mellow, low-lying sunshine, beyond it the path past the honeysuckle
arbour that leads straight to the old-fashioned spring house, the
colts in the pasture, the cattle at the bars—it is all so familiar
that I smile at the words I have written. I am changed, not my life.
Yesterday I walked up to Marsville, a mile away, for the mail, as I
mostly do Saturday mornings, and Ellinor Baxter joined me. Ellinor
is not a native Marsvillian either. Back in the dim past she came
for the health of one of her family. Ellinor has always had musical
yearnings, quite a little talent, too. She is the village musician
and music teacher, and this year she has an assistant. The assistant
is fresh from a bigger life: last winter she studied in Boston, and
she has a friend who is doing wonderful things in Grand Opera abroad.
It makes Ellinor quite tragic. Yesterday when we reached the edge of
the wood, and the mountain world lay about us like a vast picture,
Ellinor flung out her arms as if to embrace all the several hundred
peaks in sight and cried out: “Oh, how I hate that wall of mountains!
If we could sweep it away we’d get a view, Caroline. We’d see what
the world is doing. It’s a prison wall. I can’t escape. It seems
that some hand of iron holds me here. If I had only gone eight years
ago when mother’s death gave me the freedom to go! Now I haven’t the
youth to make a new life for myself. Why don’t you go? What holds you
here?”
“John, dear, good old John, I suppose,” I answered slowly.
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