I was silent. It is something I am so ignorant of. The old Ducketts
are the nearest approach to divorce that we have in our mountain
world. Recently, without a word to any one, that poor old lady left
her home and moved to a little house across the street. Our village
has wondered and gossiped about this rupture after sixty years of
life together. Poor old lady, she slips in the back door of his house
when he is sitting at the front door, and does up the work she has
done for sixty years; then she slips home again.
“A woman can’t judge”—the girl’s voice with a defiant note in it
brought my thoughts with a start back from the Ducketts, and to
her—“unless it is her own problem. She, the other woman, wanted him
to leave baby and me. He dropped the letter on the floor and I picked
it up and read it. I don’t know why I did it. I had perfect faith
in him. She said all her happiness was at stake; she eliminated our
happiness—baby’s and mine.”
“But, child”—my mind took a wider circle than it had ever had need
of in Marsville—“any woman might fall in love with another woman’s
husband and try to take him from her. I know a coloured woman whose
husband beats her, and when I try to make her leave him and live on
a nice little place we have and do our washing, she says she would
leave her old man but that she might not find another, that husbands
is so ‘scase.’ They must be from the way some women behave. Perhaps
your husband was not at fault.”
The lovely colour mounted to her face, it quivered as she told me
that he had acknowledged it. We were both silent then. But presently
I asked if he had gone to the other woman. She murmured no.
“He says that he is penitent.” Her eyes were stormy. “He begs me to
take him back. Upon what foundation would I build my faith in him
again?”
I think my own answer surprised me. “Bodies sometimes sin when souls
are clean,” I said. “It could have been a passing sin of the body
that did not touch the spirit, which is still true to you. If the
spirit sinned he would not want to come back—he would not be sorry.
Oh, child, don’t you see?”
“I never—did see—it like—that.” The girl’s words trailed like broken
winged birds, her face paled.
We were under the shed in Washington and a solitary passenger,
travelling bag in hand, was coming down the aisle of our coach. At
sight of her, for he did not know me, his face whitened, too. In one
great throb of my heart I took in the situation. I knew that he was
her husband, and that he loved her. I saw it in the flash of his face
at sight of her—a blind man given back his sight might look out on
his restored world with a look like that.
In a lightning-like flash of time I had leaped to my feet, pushed him
into the seat where I had been, and, without in the least knowing
what I was saying, I heard myself say: “You foolish children. Go back
to the little grave and put the two urns for flowers together. Then
start life all over again.”
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