Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Take the chances that need be taken,” Sam had said to Grover after the
conference; “she will never stand another defeat. Give her the child.”
In the corridor it seemed to Sam that hours had passed and still he
stood motionless waiting. His feet felt cold and he had the impression
that they were wet although the night was dry and a moon shone outside.
When, from a distant part of the hospital, a groan reached his ears he
shook with fright and had an inclination to cry out. Two young interns
clad in white passed.
“Old Grover is doing a Caesarian section,” said one of them; “he is
getting out of date. Hope he doesn’t bungle it.”
In Sam’s ears rang the remembrance of Sue’s voice, the Sue who that
first time had gone into the room behind the swinging doors with the
determined smile on her face. He thought he could see again the white
face looking up from the wheeled cot on which they had taken her through
the door.
“I am afraid, Dr. Grover--I am afraid I am unfit,” he had heard her say
as the door closed.
And then Sam did a thing for which he cursed himself the rest of his
life. On an impulse, and maddened by the intolerable waiting, he walked
to the swinging doors and, pushing them open, stepped into the operating
room where Grover was at work upon Sue.
The room was long and narrow, with floors, walls and ceiling of white
cement. A great glaring light, suspended from the ceiling, threw
its rays directly down on a white-clad figure lying on a white metal
operating table. On the walls of the room were other glaring lights set
in shining glass reflectors. And, here and there through an intense,
expectant atmosphere, moved and stood silently a group of men and women,
faceless, hairless, with only their strangely vivid eyes showing through
the white masks that covered their faces.
Sam, standing motionless by the door, looked about with wild,
half-seeing eyes. Grover worked rapidly and silently, taking from time
to time little shining instruments from a swinging table close at his
hand. The nurse standing beside him looked up toward the light and began
calmly threading a needle. And in a white basin on a little stand at
the side of the room lay the last of Sue’s tremendous efforts toward new
life, the last of their dreams of the great family.
Sam closed his eyes and fell. His head, striking against the wall,
aroused him and he struggled to his feet.
Without stopping his work, Grover began swearing.
“Damn it, man, get out of here.”
Sam groped with his hand for the door. One of the white-clad, ghoulish
figures started toward him. And then with his head reeling and his eyes
closed he backed through the door and, running along the corridor and
down a flight of broad stairs, reached the open air and darkness. He had
no doubt of Sue’s death.
“She is gone,” he muttered, hurrying bareheaded along the deserted
streets.
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