Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
At the evening meal Windy McPherson had talked voluminously, ranting
and shouting about the house. He said that a housepainter who had a real
sense of colour had no business trying to work in a hole like Caxton.
He had been in trouble with a housewife about a colour he had mixed for
painting a porch floor and at his own table he raved about the woman
and what he declared her lack of even a primitive sense of colour. “I
am sick of it all,” he shouted, going out of the house and up the street
with uncertain steps. His wife had been unmoved by his outburst, but in
the presence of the quiet boy whose chair touched her own she trembled
with a strange new fear and began to talk of the life after death,
making effort after effort to get at what she wanted to say, and only
succeeding in finding expression for her thoughts in little sentences
broken by long painful pauses. She told the boy she had no doubt at all
that there was some kind of future life and that she believed she should
see and live with him again after they had finished with this world.
One day the minister who had been annoyed because he had slept in his
church, stopped Sam on the street to talk to him of his soul. He said
that the boy should be thinking of making himself one of the brothers in
Christ by joining the church. Sam listened silently to the talk of the
man, whom he instinctively disliked, but in his silence felt there was
something insincere. With all his heart he wanted to repeat a sentence
he had heard from the lips of grey-haired, big-fisted Valmore--“How can
they believe and not lead a life of simple, fervent devotion to their
belief?” He thought himself superior to the thin-lipped man who talked
with him and had he been able to express what was in his heart he might
have said, “Look here, man! I am made of different stuff from all the
people there at the church. I am new clay to be moulded into a new man.
Not even my mother is like me. I do not accept your ideas of life just
because you say they are good any more than I accept Windy McPherson
just because he happens to be my father.”
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