Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Sam dismissed the story from his mind. Having begun a friendship for
Mary he put the man in the barber shop into a class with Windy McPherson
and thought of him as a pretender and liar who talked for the sake of
talk. He remembered with a shock the crude levity with which the loafers
in the shop had greeted the repetition of the tale. Their comments
had come back to his mind as he walked through the streets with his
newspapers and had given him a kind of jolt. He went along under the
trees thinking of the sunlight falling upon the grey hair as they walked
together on summer afternoons, and bit his lip and opened and closed his
fist convulsively.
During Mary’s second year in the Caxton schools her mother died, and at
the end of another year, her father, failing in the harness business,
Mary became a fixture in the schools. The house at the edge of the town,
the property of her mother, had come down to her and she lived there
with an old aunt. After the passing of the wind of scandal concerning
the real estate man the town lost interest in her. She was thirty-six
at the time of her first friendship with Sam and lived alone among her
books.
Sam had been deeply moved by her friendship. It had seemed to him
something significant that grown people with affairs of their own should
be so in earnest about his future as she and Telfer were. Boylike, he
counted it a tribute to himself rather than to the winsome youth in him,
and was made proud by it. Having no real feeling for books, and only
pretending to have out of a desire to please, he sometimes went from one
to the other of his two friends, passing off their opinions as his own.
At this trick Telfer invariably caught him. “That is not your notion,”
he would shout, “you have it from that school teacher. It is the opinion
of a woman. Their opinions, like the books they sometimes write, are
founded on nothing. They are not the real things. Women know nothing.
Men only care for them because they have not had what they want from
them. No woman is really big--except maybe my woman, Eleanor.”
When Sam continued to be much in the company of Mary, Telfer grew more
bitter.
“I would have you observe women’s minds and avoid letting them influence
your own,” he told the boy. “They live in a world of unrealities. They
like even vulgar people in books, but shrink from the simple, earthy
folk about them. That school teacher is so. Is she like me? Does she,
while loving books, love also the very smell of human life?”
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