Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
In a way Telfer’s attitude toward the kindly little school teacher
became Sam’s attitude. Although they walked and talked together the
course of study she had planned for him he never took up and as he
grew to know her better, the books she read and the ideas she advanced
appealed to him less and less. He thought that she, as Telfer held,
lived in a world of illusion and unreality and said so. When she lent
him books, he put them in his pocket and did not read them. When he did
read, he thought the books reminded him of something that hurt him. They
were in some way false and pretentious. He thought they were like
his father. One day he tried reading aloud to Telfer from a book Mary
Underwood had lent him.
The story was one of a poetic man with long, unclean fingernails who
went among people preaching the doctrine of beauty. It began with a
scene on a hillside in a rainstorm where the poetic man sat under a tent
writing a letter to his sweetheart.
Telfer was beside himself. Jumping from his seat under a tree by the
roadside he waved his arms and shouted:
“Stop! Stop it! Do not go on with it. The story lies. A man could not
write love letters under the circumstances and he was a fool to pitch
his tent on a hillside. A man in a tent on a hillside in a storm would
be cold and wet and getting the rheumatism. To be writing letters he
would need to be an unspeakable ass. He had better be out digging a
trench to keep the water from running through his tent.”
Waving his arms, Telfer went off up the road and Sam followed thinking
him altogether right, and, if later in life he learned that there are
men who could write love letters on a piece of housetop in a flood, he
did not know it then and the least suggestion of windiness or pretence
lay heavy in his stomach.
Telfer had a vast enthusiasm for Bellamy’s “Looking Backward,” and read
it aloud to his wife on Sunday afternoons, sitting under the apple trees
in the garden. They had a fund of little personal jokes and sayings that
they were forever laughing over, and she had infinite delight in his
comments on the life and people of Caxton, but did not share his love of
books. When she sometimes went to sleep in her chair during the Sunday
afternoon readings he poked her with his cane and laughingly told her
to wake up and listen to the dream of a great dreamer. Among Browning’s
verses his favourites were “A Light Woman” and “Fra Lippo Lippi,” and
he would recite these aloud with great gusto. He declared Mark Twain the
greatest man in the world and in certain moods he would walk the road
beside Sam reciting over and over one or two lines of verse, often this
from Poe:
Helen, thy beauty is to me
Like some Nicean bark of yore.
Then, stopping and turning upon the boy, he would demand whether or not
the writing of such lines wasn’t worth living a life for.
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