Withered Leaves: A Novel. Vol. 3 (of 3) — John Shaqi
Withered Leaves: A Novel. Vol. 3 (of 3)Gottschall, Rudolf von
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Withered Leaves: A Novel. Vol. 3 (of 3)
Gottschall, Rudolf von
German fiction -- Translations into English
Outside, Beate gave the maid instructions to be on the alert and to
wait for her even if she should return late. Antonie listened to the
directions with lowered eyelids and humble obedience, but at heart she
had decided differently. She knew that Blanden would stay at least an
hour, and if she should not disturb them, she would follow her own
amusements quite as undisturbedly.
Exactly opposite, in the large hall, there was a people's ball, and
Friederich, a cunning child of Berlin, servant to Lieutenant Buschmann,
had invited her to dance there with him for a little while, and had
promised to fetch her. All were pursuing their own pleasures, why
should she alone pass the time in solitude?
Giulia was melancholy, Blanden in a softened mood.
Outside, jingled the bells of the sleighs, the winter sky, hard as
steel, was covered with clouds, and heavy dense snow-flakes, which fell
down soft as wool, proclaimed that the cold had diminished.
The room was so homelike. The tea, which with all its accompaniments,
had been brought in by Antonie, who was then graciously dismissed,
infused upon the table. The fire crackled on the hearth.
There was nothing to remind one of theatrical tinsel, everything bore
the impress of domestic comfort, to which the busts of the great
masters of art lent a radiance of idealism.
"Only the north knows this homelike comfort," said Blanden, "the
Laplander in his smoky hut, the dweller in Kamskatka who has
unharnessed his dogs, feel it more than the happy children of the
south, who wander beneath palms."
"And more perhaps than we," added Giulia, "because as the crackling
coals upon the hearth, so do fading dreams stir in our souls, and often
burst once more into flames; of what use is this room's repose, if that
in our hearts be wanting?"
"That repose is best found in genial companionship; words have not yet
lost the spell of their magic power; familiar communication from lip to
lip can absolve us, it is the secret of the confessional."
Giulia felt the truth of these words in her inmost heart; how
everything within her urged her to such absolution, and yet--it could
not be, 'twas vain!
Convulsive sobs overcame her, and Blanden was amazed at the intensity
of the emotions which his passing remark had roused. How light her
heart would have been if she could have imparted to her friend all that
engrossed and tortured her day and night!
Yes, if he had only been a friend! But he should be more, be everything
to her, and one candid word could destroy her whole future. Perhaps she
might still succeed in breaking the evil magic to which she had
succumbed. Thus silence must be maintained.
Together they read the recollections of Silvio Pellico; a deep
impression was made upon them by the picture of an artist in chains and
fetters--oh, those were not the worst which hung from the iron ring of
a prison wall.
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