Bildungsromans; France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Villages -- France -- Fiction
This insolence which I surmised in M. de Saint-Loup, and all that it
implied of ingrained severity, received confirmation from his attitude
whenever he passed us, his body as inflexibly erect, his head always
held as high, his gaze as impassive, or rather, I should say, as
implacable, devoid of that vague respect which one has for the rights of
other people, even if they do not know one's aunt, one example of which
was that I did not look in quite the same way at an old lady as at a gas
lamp. These frigid manners were as far removed from the charming letters
which, but a few days since, I had still been imagining him as writing
to tell me of his regard for myself, as is removed from the enthusiasm
of the Chamber and of the populace which he has been picturing himself
as rousing by an imperishable speech, the humble, dull, obscure position
of the dreamer who, after pondering it thus by himself, for himself,
aloud, finds himself, once the imaginary applause has died away, just
the same Tom, Dick or Harry as before. When Mme. de Villeparisis,
doubtless in an attempt to counteract the bad impression that had been
made on us by an exterior indicative of an arrogant and evil nature,
spoke to us again of the inexhaustible goodness of her great-nephew (he
was the son of one of her nieces, and a little older than myself), I
marvelled how the world, with an utter disregard of truth, ascribes
tenderness of heart to people whose hearts are in reality so hard and
dry, provided only that they behave with common courtesy to the
brilliant members of their own sets. Mme. de Villeparisis herself
confirmed, though indirectly, my diagnosis, which was already a
conviction, of the essential points of her nephew's character one day
when I met them both coming along a path so narrow that there was
nothing for it but to introduce me to him. He seemed not to hear that a
person's name was being repeated to him, not a muscle of his face moved;
his eyes, in which there shone not the faintest gleam of human sympathy,
shewed merely in the insensibility, in the inanity of their gaze an
exaggeration failing which there would have been nothing to distinguish
them from lifeless mirrors. Then fastening on me those hard eyes, as
though he wished to make sure of me before returning my salute, by an
abrupt release which seemed to be due rather to a reflex action of his
muscles than to an exercise of will, keeping between himself and me the
greatest possible interval, he stretched his arm out to its full
extension and, at the end of it, offered me his hand. I supposed that it
must mean, at the very least, a duel when, next day, he sent me his
card. But he spoke to me only of literature, declared after a long talk
that he would like immensely to spend several hours with me every day.
He had not only, in this encounter, given proof of an ardent zest for
the things of the spirit, he had shewn a regard for myself which was
little in keeping with his greeting of me the day before.
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