England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
“No, not much else,” said the deliberate organist; “you have no science,
no method. You don’t know how to manage what you have got. It is a fine
organ by nature, but you cannot produce it as you ought, because you do
not know how. To have so much and to do so little is a great pity. It is
a waste of a great gift, it is----”
“How dare you tell me all this to my face?” said Lottie, transported
with vivid anger. She would have taken it more quietly if she had not
been weakened in spirit by the discouragement into which she had fallen
before. Her fierce, sudden glance was even still unwillingly softened by
the wetness of her eyes. But the Signor did not flinch. There was a kind
of smile in his own as he met her look. He was not afraid of her. He
looked, indeed, amiably, genially at Lottie--as she had never seen him
look before--and as she turned round she became aware that he was not
alone. Over his shoulder, with an alarmed, indignant aspect, which half
amused while it consoled her, was another face with which Lottie was
very well acquainted. It was the face of his favourite pupil, a young
man who followed the Signor about like his shadow, always a few steps
behind him, always in devout contemplation of him. But young Purcell was
not of this mind to-day; he was looking at his beloved master with a
mixture of rage and pathos very droll in their combination. Lottie was
easily moved, and almost before the words of defiance had left her lips
a laugh forced itself after them. She had to turn round again to conceal
the conflict of sudden mirth in her face.
“Would you rather I said it to others than to you? No, because that
would do you no good----”
“And do you really think that I--I----” Why should she laugh? Young
Purcell’s face brightened slightly, but took a still more curious look
of bewildered inquiry. As for the Signor, he thought she had become
hysterical, which he believed was a common weakness with womankind in
general, and he was alarmed.
“I beg you a thousand pardons if I have seemed rude,” he said. “All that
I wanted was to begin the conversation; for I have--a little proposal to
make.”
“Do you call that beginning a conversation to tell me I am quite
ignorant, and cannot sing, and waste my voice?” said Lottie, recovering
her indignation. “It is not a very civil way.”
“Miss Despard, I think you will miss the society’s singing, and I want
to tell you it was not good for you. These people were dazzled by your
voice,” said the organist, with unintentional confusion of metaphor,
“and they made use of it. All these fine people, they make use of us,
and often forget to say ‘thank you.’ I was sorry that you should suffer,
_too_; so was Purcell; he knows what it is--a little. And you have had
no teaching, you have not had a thorough professional training as he
has----”
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