England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
resentment and mortification. This was what it was to be poor, to be in
a false position, to be a poor gentlewoman among the rich! One
mortification had followed another, so that she did not know how to bear
it. Augusta’s neglect, the Signor’s insulting suggestion, and Rowley’s
familiarity! Lottie did not know which was the most hard to bear. She
never drew breath until she had reached her own door.
“Is that you, Lottie? and where have you been?” said Law. “Let’s have
tea now; I’ve been waiting and waiting, wanting to go out, and wondering
what had become of you.” He had begun his bread and butter on the spot.
“Where is papa, Law?”
“Papa? How should I know? You didn’t expect him, did you? I say, I’m
going out--do make haste. And look here! I wish you’d speak to him,
Lottie. I wish you’d tell him he oughtn’t to; I’d give twenty pounds (if
I had it) not to have such an uncommon name!”
“It is a very good name--better than anyone else’s I know. The Despards
never were anything but gentlemen.”
“Oh! it’s a great deal you know about it,” said Law, with a groan.
“Perhaps once upon a time we were somebody when everybody else was
nobody! But when it turns the other way, when we are nobody and
everybody else somebody, and when it’s known where-ever you go whose son
you are----”
“You don’t need to continue nobody,” she said; “you are a boy, you can
do what you like. If we are down now, _you_ need not stay down, Law. But
then you must not hang about and lose your time any longer. If you will
work, you can soon change that.”
“Can I!” said the youth; “that shows how much you know. I have never
been taught to do anything. If I had been put apprentice to a butcher or
a baker when I was young--but you never did anything but bully me to
work and go to school. What good is school? If you are to do anything,
you ought to be taught when you are young. I have been mismanaged. I
doubt if I will ever be good for much now.”
“Oh--h!” cried Lottie, with a deep breath of aspiration from the depths
of her chest, “if it was only me! I should find something to do! I
should not be long like this, lounging about a little bit of a place,
following bad examples, doing no work. Oh, Law! if I could put some of
me into you; if I could change places with you! Fancy what was said to
me to-day: the Signor came up to me when we came out of church, and
asked me if I was going to sing--for a profession.”
“By Jove!” cried Law! he woke up even from his bread and butter, and
looked at her with sparkling eyes.
“I had almost said, ‘You may be very glad my brother is not with me to
hear you ask such a question.’ But on the whole I am glad you were not.
I said all that was necessary,” said Lottie with dignity. “He will never
repeat such an insult again.”
“By Jove!” Law repeated, taking no heed of what she said, but looking at
her with visibly increased respect. “Do you mean to say that he thought
you good enough for that?”
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