England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
Here the ghost of a smile flitted across the Signor’s olive-coloured
face. It was as momentary as the passing of a shadow, but yet Lottie saw
it, and it stung her as nothing else could have done; she was angry
before, but this excited her to passion. She could have flown at him and
strangled him for this smile; she understood it well enough. “You
smile!” she said. “You think, perhaps, that a poor Chevalier, a soldier
who is not rich, is not a gentleman. You think it is only money that
makes a gentleman. There are many people who are of that opinion; but,”
said Lottie with a smile, “you will perhaps not be surprised if I think
differently. I will bid you good evening, please, now.”
“One moment,” said the Signor; “you must not go away with a wrong
impression. Forgive me the mistake, if it is a mistake. You are
mistaken, too, Miss Despard, if you think a gentleman’s daughter may not
sing--to the great generous public as well as to poor little coteries
that never say thank you. You mistake, too; but never mind. I meant to
have offered, if you would let me, to help you----”
“Thank you, very much!” said Lottie with great state, “it is not
necessary. When I want lessons, I can--ask for them, M. Rossinetti.”
She had been about to say _pay_, but Lottie was honest, and though she
longed to inflict the insult, would not say what was not true. She did
not even see young Purcell’s pathetic looks as he gazed at her, with the
air of a suppliant on his knees, over his master’s shoulder; but she saw
the half shrug of the Signor’s shoulders as he stood aside to let her
pass. And perhaps had she but known it there was something comic, too,
in the dignity with which she swept past with a little wave of her hand.
It was like Lady Caroline, though Lottie did not intend it to be so. The
two musicians stood looking after her as she walked majestically
homewards, with so many commotions in her bosom. She had to pass through
the little square in which the lay clerks lived, on her way, and as if
to accomplish Lottie’s humiliation, Rowley the tenor--who was her
teacher--was standing at his door as she passed. The Chevaliers of St.
Michael’s took little notice of the lay clerks as, may be supposed
(except the O’Shaughnessys, who were not particular); and though Lottie
was his pupil, Rowley had never transgressed the due limits of
respectfulness or pretended to any friendship with the young lady. But
the wedding had affected the morals of St. Michael’s generally, and made
a revolution for the day; and as Lottie passed, the tenor took advantage
of the opportunity. “How are you, Miss?” he said, with a sniff and a
lurch which showed the source of his boldness; “won’t you come in and
have a chat? won’t you come in and have some tea with my little girl,
Miss Lottie?” Good heavens! what had Lottie done to be addressed in this
way? and she knew that the two others would hear this demonstration of
intimacy. She rushed past, stumbling over her dress, wild with
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account