England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
moment, though the thoughts which passed through Lottie’s mind, as, with
extreme surprise, she recognised him gazing up at her window, suggested
a very different hypothesis. What could Lottie imagine, as, with the
most bewildering astonishment, she identified Mr. Ridsdale, but that he
had seen her as she had seen him, and that it was admiration at least,
if not a more definite sentiment, which brought him to wander in front
of the window, as poor young Purcell did, whose delusion she regarded
without either surprise or compassion? Rollo Ridsdale was a very
different person; and Lottie had been too much bewildered by his
appearance to found any theory upon it, except the vaguest natural
thrill of flattered pleasure and wonder. Was it possible?--When a young
man comes and stares at a lady’s window, going and returning, waiting
apparently for a glimpse of her--what is anyone to suppose?--There is
but one natural and ordinary explanation of such an attitude and
proceeding. And if Lottie’s fancy jumped at this idea, how could she
help it? It gave her a little shock of pleasure and exhilaration in her
depressed state. Why should she have been exhilarated? It is difficult
to say. She did not know anything of Mr. Ridsdale--whether his
admiration was worth having or the reverse. But he was Lady Caroline’s
nephew, who had always been inaccessible to Lottie; he was Augusta’s
cousin, who had neglected her. And if it really could be possible that,
notwithstanding this, he had conceived a romantic passion for Lottie,
what could be more consolatory to the girl who had felt herself
humiliated by the indifference and contempt with which these ladies had
treated her? The idea brought the light back to her eyes, and her
natural gay courage revived again. She would make reprisals, she would
“be even with them,” and pay them back in their coin; and where is the
girl or boy to whom reprisals are not sweet?
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