England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
This, however, is a digression from Lady Caroline, who went to her
tranquil couch that night with a heavier heart than she had known for
years. It was a revolution which had occurred in her life. During
Augusta’s reign she had been passively resistant always, protesting
under her breath against the invasion of the singing people of all kinds
into her sacred and exclusive world. She had supported it with heroic
calm, entrenching herself behind the ladies who were really in society,
and whom she could receive without derogation; but to Lottie and the
other people who were outside of her world she had never shown any
civility, as she was glad to think, on surveying the situation that
night. She had not brought it on herself. She had never shown them any
civility. A salutation with her eyelids, a cup of tea from her table,
the privilege of breathing the same air with her--this had been all she
had ever done for her daughter’s _protégées_, and hitherto nobody, she
was obliged to allow, had presumed upon it. But _that_ Miss Despard was
not like the timid and respectful singing ladies from the town. She was
a bold young woman, who thought herself as good as anyone, and looked as
if she ought to be talked to, and taken notice of, as much as anyone.
And it was not possible to get rid of her as the ladies in the town
could be got rid of. Lady Caroline could not go out of her own door,
could not go to Church, without meeting Miss Despard, and feeling what
she called within herself, “the broad stare” of that dangerous girl. And
now was it possible, was it conceivable, that she was herself to take
the initiative and re-invite Miss Despard? Not for years, if indeed ever
in her life, had Lady Caroline gone to bed with such a weight on her
mind. She sighed as she laid down on that bed of down--nay, not of down,
which is old-fashioned and not very wholesome either, now-a-days, people
say--but on her mattress of delicately arranged springs, which moved
with every movement. She sighed as she lay down upon it, and the springs
swayed under her; and she sighed again in the morning as she woke, and
all that had happened came back into her mind. Poor dear Rollo! She did
not like to cross him, or to go against him, since he had made so great
an object of it. Oh! that Augusta had but held her peace, and had not
inflamed his mind about this girl’s voice! After all, her voice was
nothing wonderful; it was just a soprano, as most girl’s voices were;
and that she, Lady Caroline, should be compelled to exert
herself--compelled to go against her principles, to come into personal
contact with a person of a different class! She who had always been
careful to keep herself aloof!--It was very hard upon Lady Caroline. She
sighed at breakfast so that the Dean took notice of it.
“Is there anything the matter?” he said. “Rollo, do you know what is the
matter? This is the third time I have heard your aunt sigh.”
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