England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
usually cold as marble to the claims of those beneath her, could thus
forget her pride for Lottie. This feeling of gratitude softened all the
other emotions in her mind. She was ready to be wooed, but then the very
manner of the first step in this process, the lingering outside her
window, which was a sign of the tenderest, most delicate, and
reverential love-making (but she did not think it so in the case of poor
young Purcell), showed what a respectful, ethereal, poetical wooing it
would be. Thus Lottie’s whole being was full of the most tremulous,
delicious happiness, all made up of hope and anticipation, and grateful
admiration of the fine generous sentiments of her supposed lover, even
while it was founded, as you may say, on self-interest and ambition, and
sentiments which were not generous at all.
And with what a flutter at her heart she put out her white muslin frock,
which (not having any confidence in Mrs. Jones) she ironed herself most
carefully and skilfully, with such interest in keeping it fresh as no
Mrs. Jones in the world could have. For girls who have no ornaments to
speak of, how kind summer is providing roses, which are always the most
suitable of decorations! One knot of them in her hair and one at her
breast--what could Lottie want more? Certainly not the big brooch with
Major O’Shaughnessy in his red coat, which her old friend was so anxious
to pin the roses with. Mrs. O’Shaughnessy thought it would be “such a
finish,” and prove satisfactorily that it was not poverty but fancy that
made Lottie decorate herself with fresh flowers instead of the fine
artificial wreath with a nice long trail down the back, which was what
the old lady herself would have preferred. Mrs. O’Shaughnessy, however,
was mollified by the girl’s acceptance of the Indian shawl which she
brought to wrap her in. “And you might just carry it into the room with
you, me dear, as if ye thought ye might feel chilly,” said the old lady,
“for it’s a beauty, and I should like me Lady Caroline to see it. I
doubt if she’s got one like it. Good-night and a pleasant evening to ye,
me honey,” she cried, as, under charge of Law, and with her dress
carefully folded up, Lottie with her beating heart went across the broad
gravel of the Dean’s Walk to the Deanery door. It was a lovely summer
night, not dark at all, and the Signor was practising in the Abbey, and
the music rolling forth in harmonious thunders rose, now more, now less
distinct, as the strain grew softer or louder. A great many people were
strolling about, loitering, when Lottie came out, skimming over the road
in her little white shoes, with the roses in her hair. All the rest of
her modest splendours were hidden by the shawl, but these could not be
hidden. The people about all turned their heads to look at her. She was
going to the Deanery. It was the same in St. Michael’s as visiting the
Queen.
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