England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
And even Law, when Lottie tried to order him off to school, was
unmanageable. He was no reformer like his sister, but on the whole
preferred going just when it suited him and lounging at home between
whiles. To be sure home was less amusing now that poor mammy, as they
called her, was gone. Her laughter and her complaints, and her odd
visitors, and all her slipshod ways, had kept noise and movement, if
nothing more, about the house. The tawdry women and the shabby men who
had been her friends were all afraid of the dulness which naturally
follows a death in the family. Some of these women, indeed, had come to
Lottie all tears and kisses, offering to stay with her, and asking what
they could do; but their sympathy did not comfort the girl, who even in
her deepest grief was all tingling with plans and desires to be doing,
and an eager activity and impatience to make the changes she wished. But
they fluttered away, every one, when the first excitement was over and
the dulness that is inevitable fell upon the house. To do them justice
there was not one among them who would not have come daily to “sit with”
Lottie, to comfort her with all the news that was going, and tell her
that she must not mope. But Lottie wanted none of their consolations,
and did not miss her mother’s friends when they abandoned her. She did
not miss them, but Law did. Yet he would not go to school; he sat and
made faces at her when she ordered and scolded him. “If I didn’t do what
_she_ told me, do you think I will do what you tell me?” said Law; and
then Lottie wept and prayed. “What will become of you, Law? what will
you ever be good for? Papa has no money to leave us, and you will not be
able to do anything.”
“Who said I wanted to do anything?” said Law flippantly; and then, “who
said I should not be able to do anything?” he added, with offence. “I
can pick it up whenever I like.” But Lottie, preternaturally, awfully
wise, feeling the burden of the world upon her shoulders, knew that he
could not pick it up when he pleased. She knew that education had to be
acquired painfully, not sipped a little mouthful at a time. She had
never had any education herself, but yet she knew this, as she knew so
many things, by instinct, by constant critical observation of the habits
which she disapproved. There are few more vigorously successful ways of
finding out what is right, than by living among people whom we feel
indignantly to be wrong.
“You may think what you like,” she said, “Law--but I _know_ that you
cannot learn anything in that way. Three days at home and one at school!
I wonder they let you go at all. I wonder they don’t turn you out. I
wonder they did not turn you out long ago!”
“And that is just what they are always threatening to do,” said Law
laughing; “but they have not the heart of a mouse, the fellows at the
grammar-school. And they’ll never do it, though I shouldn’t mind. I
should be free then, and never have to trouble my head about anything at
all.”
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