English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
The splendid immobility of the bay resting under his gaze, with its grey
spurs and shining indentations, helped Renouard to regain his
self-possession, which he had felt shaken, in coming out on the terrace,
into the setting of the most powerful emotion of his life, when he had
sat within a foot of Miss Moorsom with fire in his breast, a humming in
his ears, and in a complete disorder of his mind. There was the very
garden seat on which he had been enveloped in the radiant spell. And
presently he was sitting on it again with the professor talking of her.
Near by the patriarchal Dunster leaned forward in a wicker arm-chair,
benign and a little deaf, his big hand to his ear with the innocent
eagerness of his advanced age remembering the fires of life.
It was with a sort of apprehension that Renouard looked forward to seeing
Miss Moorsom. And strangely enough it resembled the state of mind of a
man who fears disenchantment more than sortilege. But he need not have
been afraid. Directly he saw her in a distance at the other end of the
terrace he shuddered to the roots of his hair. With her approach the
power of speech left him for a time. Mrs. Dunster and her aunt were
accompanying her. All these people sat down; it was an intimate circle
into which Renouard felt himself cordially admitted; and the talk was of
the great search which occupied all their minds. Discretion was expected
by these people, but of reticence as to the object of the journey there
could be no question. Nothing but ways and means and arrangements could
be talked about.
By fixing his eyes obstinately on the ground, which gave him an air of
reflective sadness, Renouard managed to recover his self-possession. He
used it to keep his voice in a low key and to measure his words on the
great subject. And he took care with a great inward effort to make them
reasonable without giving them a discouraging complexion. For he did not
want the quest to be given up, since it would mean her going away with
her two attendant grey-heads to the other side of the world.
He was asked to come again, to come often and take part in the counsels
of all these people captivated by the sentimental enterprise of a
declared love. On taking Miss Moorsom’s hand he looked up, would have
liked to say something, but found himself voiceless, with his lips
suddenly sealed. She returned the pressure of his fingers, and he left
her with her eyes vaguely staring beyond him, an air of listening for an
expected sound, and the faintest possible smile on her lips. A smile not
for him, evidently, but the reflection of some deep and inscrutable
thought.
CHAPTER IV
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