English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
“What’s that to me what you are?” he answered. “At a sign from you I
would climb up to the seventh heaven to bring you down to earth for my
own—and if I saw you steeped to the lips in vice, in crime, in mud, I
would go after you, take you to my arms—wear you for an incomparable
jewel on my breast. And that’s love—true love—the gift and the curse of
the gods. There is no other.”
The truth vibrating in his voice made her recoil slightly, for she was
not fit to hear it—not even a little—not even one single time in her
life. It was revolting to her; and in her trouble, perhaps prompted by
the suggestion of his name or to soften the harshness of expression, for
she was obscurely moved, she spoke to him in French.
“_Assez_! _J’ai horreur de tout cela_,” she said.
He was white to his very lips, but he was trembling no more. The dice
had been cast, and not even violence could alter the throw. She passed
by him unbendingly, and he followed her down the path. After a time she
heard him saying:
“And your dream is to influence a human destiny?”
“Yes!” she answered curtly, unabashed, with a woman’s complete assurance.
“Then you may rest content. You have done it.”
She shrugged her shoulders slightly. But just before reaching the end of
the path she relented, stopped, and went back to him.
“I don’t suppose you are very anxious for people to know how near you
came to absolute turpitude. You may rest easy on that point. I shall
speak to my father, of course, and we will agree to say that he has
died—nothing more.”
“Yes,” said Renouard in a lifeless voice. “He is dead. His very ghost
shall be done with presently.”
She went on, but he remained standing stock still in the dusk. She had
already reached the three palms when she heard behind her a loud peal of
laughter, cynical and joyless, such as is heard in smoking-rooms at the
end of a scandalous story. It made her feel positively faint for a
moment.
CHAPTER XI
Slowly a complete darkness enveloped Geoffrey Renouard. His resolution
had failed him. Instead of following Felicia into the house, he had
stopped under the three palms, and leaning against a smooth trunk had
abandoned himself to a sense of an immense deception and the feeling of
extreme fatigue. This walk up the hill and down again was like the
supreme effort of an explorer trying to penetrate the interior of an
unknown country, the secret of which is too well defended by its cruel
and barren nature. Decoyed by a mirage, he had gone too far—so far that
there was no going back. His strength was at an end. For the first time
in his life he had to give up, and with a sort of despairing
self-possession he tried to understand the cause of the defeat. He did
not ascribe it to that absurd dead man.
The hesitating shadow of Luiz approached him unnoticed till it spoke
timidly. Renouard started.
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