Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
He found himself studying her as a botanist studies a flower. In their
loneliness they dwelt as on a desert island.
But she could ride a little and he had good saddle horses, and she
found many occasions for excursions to White Plains. They rode often
together up to the Northcastle post office, where the stage flung off
the New York papers and the letters. She had a brave beauty as she
rode, her long skirt like a spinnaker at the horse’s flank, her veil
flying from her hat, her silhouette one with the horse’s back, where
her arched thigh rose above it and clasped the saddle horn.
The news from the city was blacker every day, and she was more and more
content with her exile, until a letter came to tell her that Harry
Chalender had not died after all, but had somehow won his duel with the
Asiatic death. The same post brought her word that her father had also
passed the crisis. She made a great noise of delight in the recovery of
her father. But she said nothing more of Harry Chalender.
And so his name rang aloud in the back of RoBards’ mind. He was hard
to please: if she had exclaimed upon Chalender’s escape he would have
winced. Yet her silence was unendurable.
In a ferocious quarrel that began in nothing at all, and was, on his
part, only the outcry of a love too exacting, because it was too
hungry, she flung at him:
“I needn’t have married you, Mist’ RoBards! You made me. You kept at
me.”
“Hush, sweetheart!” he pleaded, “you don’t want the servants to hear.”
“What do I care for servants? If I hadn’t been such a fool as to listen
to you, I might have married Harry Chalender.”
“Hush!” he stormed, “or, by——”
“By who, what?” she screamed, staring up at him as if in desire as in
need of a beating. When he could not smite such beauty, she cried at
him:
“This house! This terrible tomb! My father would have called it this
damned house. Well, it’s nothing but a madhouse to me, one of those
places where they lock people up so that they may go insane really.”
He choked. It was bad enough for a lady to swear, for his wife of all
ladies to swear, but there was a sacrilege in her curse upon this home.
This anathema and this bridal rebellion must be kept secret. Walls had
ears but no lips to speak. Servants, however, had both long ears and
large mouths; and negroes were blabbers.
And so for the sake of quiet, he crushed back his own wrath and his
sense of her wickedness, and fell on his knees before her, imploring
pardon as an idolater might prostrate himself before a shrine whence he
received only divine outrage and injustice. And she was appeased by his
surrender! And lifted him up in her arms amorously!
He resented her caresses more than her cruelty, but he preferred them
because they were private and murmurous. He had an inherited passion
for secrecy.
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