Had they taken too great a risk? Was it not highly dangerous to use
a man as a guinea pig? No, no--not a guinea pig. Only Earthmen used
guinea pigs in laboratory experiments. Had he lived too long on Earth,
two years that seemed like a lifetime. It was outrageous the way Earth
terms sprang naturally to his lips, both outrageous and disturbing. He
must try not to think in such terms. Loring was a guinea pig only in
the sense that he could be destroyed if he failed. But Martians did not
really use men as guinea pigs. They used them as pawns.
FIVE
The woman who had come into the room stood silently staring at him for
a moment, her lips slightly parted, her young breasts taut and pressing
tightly against the silken constriction of a dress that did full
justice to their voluptuous roundness. The dress was pale blue, with
a plunging neckline, and its semi-transparency seemed to accentuate
her beauty beyond the scope of Nature's design. Absolute nudity could
hardly have enhanced her loveliness at that moment, for she seemed more
than unclothed to the inner eye, wrapped in a splendor so revealing
that for an instant Loring could scarcely breathe.
Her femininity was so extreme as to seem unbelievable. She was all
woman, her very stillness a male-stirring miracle. It excited him
instantly and overwhelmingly, so that all of his thoughts became
centered on her, and he forgot that he was in love with another woman.
He forgot even that there were strict physical limits to any one man's
capacity to experience desire.
He felt himself to be not one man but ten thousand, each from a
different age, each bursting with an uncontrollable urge to clasp and
hold, and satisfy to satiety the most primal and compulsive of human
needs.
The wonder of her, and the strangeness, the voluptuous softness and
sweetness enticed him away from reality and then drew him back to the
throbbing, pulsating core of Nature's supreme reality, and held him
captive there, caught up in a web of time-obliterating instinct which
reason and all of Man's higher faculties had made the opposite of blind.
She seemed both a wanton and a wanton's opposite: a virginal and
tender creature, shy and withdrawn. Her very breathing seemed to
whisper: "I could be to you mistress and wife, dear companion and
seductive enchantress, mature woman and girl-child, first love of the
boy you once were and still are in dreams of youth which will never
fade. I could be your lady in ermine, a goddess of fertility rites,
a Paleolithic woman with great breasts swelling, and a Grecian Venus
rising slender-limbed from the foam."
Even as he heard the whisper deep in his mind, the whisper of a
voice that was hers, surely, though it seemed to float through his
consciousness like a feather blown about at random by the slow rise
and fall of her breathing--even as he heard the voice her physical
attributes seemed to change.
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