It was incredible, it stunned him, because he was susceptible beyond
the average--so overwhelmingly so that there were times when the mere
touch of a beautiful woman's hand on his arm could set him to trembling.
And now he was clasping a woman who was almost savage in her direct
approach to passion, a woman utterly without inhibitions, primitive
as few women would have dared to be. But a woman of flesh and blood
notwithstanding, with an eagerness to love and be loved that was as
human as his own demanding need of her had been.
_That was as human_.... The thought was insidious at first, a small,
gnawing doubt in an obscure recess of his mind, emerging fearfully
crawling out into the light like some tiny rodent with razor-sharp
teeth.
Hadn't her great beauty seemed from the first almost unendurably
tormenting, as if no woman had a right to be quite so beautiful and to
drive a man to such a wild, uncontrollable frenzy of desire? Hadn't
he felt for an instant that she could have very easily destroyed him,
simply by withholding her favors and refusing to let him touch her? And
the fierceness of his desire, his feeling that all of his ancestors
lived in him and desired her with a deep, racial urgency, a Dawn
Man's primitiveness--hadn't that been a little different from the
strong virile desire which a perfectly normal, civilized man of ardent
temperament would feel even in the presence of an extraordinarily
beautiful woman?
He was completely human, all too human, and it was useless to pretend
that he hadn't found the going a little rugged at times since he'd set
himself the difficult task of staying loyal to just one woman. It had
been tough, but he had proved to himself that he could do it. Not once,
but a dozen times. And yet, when he had taken this strange woman into
his arms something dark and terrible had stirred in his blood, and
blotted out every loyalty.
Why? What did it mean? The metal disk on her thigh, her great beauty,
the strangeness of her. The strangeness.... There was something in the
Song of Songs about that. "The magic and wonder of a strange woman."
According to Biblical legend there were two women in Eden. There
was Eve, who was Adam's lawful wife. And there was Lilith, the
enchantress, the dark sorceress, a creature of fire and dust who was
not human and who gave birth to demons. But Lilith was beautiful beyond
imagination--more maddeningly desirable than a human woman could ever
be.
She was clothed in garments of flesh, but she was not flesh. She was
the eternally seductive female that Man cannot do without, lest his
manhood wither on the vine. He must pursue and clasp her, in wild
dreams of madness and desire, or his Earthbound lovemaking will be
futile and absurd and living women will turn from him to seek a more
accomplished lover elsewhere.
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