Woman—through a man's eyeglassSalaman, Malcolm C. (Malcolm Charles)
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Woman—through a man's eyeglass
Salaman, Malcolm C. (Malcolm Charles)
Single women; Wives -- Anecdotes; Women -- Anecdotes; Women -- Social and moral questions
She was the youngest of five daughters, and all had their admirers. To
her the rivalry of the youths, who were proud to consider themselves
her slaves, was a constant source of flattering amusement, but her
heart remained untouched. If she saw any sign of real feeling on the
part of any one of her swains, she was sorry, and her pity would
perhaps incline her to some show of tenderness, which was really
but the expression of her womanly sensibility, but it would flatter
the poor youth into fictitious hopes. And then the comradeship being
disturbed by an intrusion of sentimentality, she would discontentedly
ask, “Why cannot we be chums, without you pretending to be in love
and talking nonsense about marriage?” And he would sulkily answer
that he loved her, and insist on knowing if she cared for any one
better. When she replied that she did not care for any one at all in
that way, he was not satisfied, but would sulk and reproach her for
not loving him, which irritated her. Then she would take to avoiding
the love-sick youth altogether, which would make him moody and
disagreeable; and, her first pity having given place to disappointment,
she would seek to enjoy herself with newer “slaves,” who had not
entered the sentimental stage. But it was always the same thing over
again, they all went through the various stages of comradeship, love,
false hope, despondency, and jealous moodiness, until she came to the
conclusion that the game was not worth the candle. She was romantic,
keenly susceptible to sentiment, but her heart was still unmoved,
sentimentality bored her, passion was quite unknown to her, and she
had an ideal of love, born of day-dreams rather than of actual
experience. Her love episodes had hitherto been pastimes, and the score
had always counted “one love.”
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But the days of her boy-lovers passed over, and, to their despair, she
ceased to take interest in any of them, for a man’s love had taken
possession of her soul, and opened the floodgates of feeling. The
sweet, latent passion of a pure woman’s nature was awakened by this
love, and herself became revealed to her, amazing her by the infinite
range of feeling that lay open. And yet life became narrowed to her,
for all the various interests of her earlier years were now absorbed
in the one great passion that made it appear a divine blessing to be
alive. Nothing seemed to matter except that which concerned her lover,
or herself in relation to him. Her love was her life; and that fact
comprised all that it was needful to know.
But he fell grievously ill and died, and she was left with only the
sad memory of their love. She fully intended never to marry; but
circumstances were too strong for her. The other girls did not “go
off,” and a family of five girls is a heavy responsibility for a
father with a limited income. Something had to be done, and after all
Dr. Hearthside was in a fair practice, and would certainly prove “an
excellent husband.”
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