Woodburn Grange: A story of English country life; vol. 2 of 3 — John Shaqi
Woodburn Grange: A story of English country life; vol. 2 of 3Howitt, William
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Woodburn Grange: A story of English country life; vol. 2 of 3
Howitt, William
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been as frequent as ever, as glowing with affection; but hers—they
had certainly become fewer and colder. She had excused herself for
not writing oftener, or at greater length, by the constant round
of engagements in which she lived, and promised him ample details
of what she called her adventures on her return. But were these
assurances capable of satisfying the quick sense of a genuine lover?
She knew that they had not been so. Dr. Leroy had complained, though
in the gentlest and kindest manner, that the gaieties and friends of
London seemed to have utterly eclipsed the sober life and friends
of the country. Her mother had just now written that she was afraid
Millicent had not been very attentive to Dr. Leroy, who seemed out
of spirits, and who confessed that he seldom heard from her.
All her sins rushed over her memory and conscience. She hastened
away to her bedroom: opened the drawer in which she kept the letters
of her family and of Frank Leroy, and saw to her shame that there
were many of his letters that she had scarcely read, many that she
had never answered—some, actually with their seals unbroken. She
sank down in a chair, and sat long motionless as in a trance. But in
that outwardly trance-like state, her mind was in full and fiercest
activity. She asked herself whether then such a change had really
taken place in her. Whether she was prepared to abandon an ardent
lover, a noble-spirited man, and to attach herself to a person of but
yesterday’s acquaintance? Could she really be so fickle! She wished
to break the spell of such strange enchantment, and seized pen and
paper, and wrote a long letter to Dr. Leroy—but on reading it over,
she was terrified to perceive that it was but words, words, words—the
old life and love did not exist in it. It was like the dead shell of
the chrysalis; the winged Psyche of love had flown—whither? Ah! too
well she could follow and find it.
The bell for dinner rang, and she hurried down-stairs to take her
part in the conversation as best she might. Every one observed her
silence, her absence of mind, her want of interest in what was
passing—and asked whether she was unwell, or had received bad news.
To plead indisposition would have been to bring immediate attentions
of the most perplexing kind upon her. She had no ill-tidings to
report, and could only excuse herself by saying that she thought she
was a little fatigued. This enabled her to retire early, and she sat
down and wrote a letter to her mother, begging to be forgiven for
the apparent neglect to herself and Dr. Leroy, but that the bustle
of London, and its hurrying stream of engagements she thought had
turned her head. Ah! poor thing! it would have been well had this
been all, but they had turned something more serious—her heart!
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