You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)Boylesve, René
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You no longer count (Tu n'es plus rien!)
Boylesve, René
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
She led a very active life. It would happen that just as she sat down at
table, all alone in the evening in the Elizabeth pavilion, the door-bell
would ring. It would be one of the volunteer employees, passing along on
his bicycle to notify the nurses that a train of one hundred and twenty
wounded men was announced to reach the station at eleven o'clock. By
half past ten Odette, who would not take a nap, and who knew not what to
do at home, was already at the hospital, in her cap and blouse. The more
zealous ones were there, and the more indolent ones as well, welcoming
the opportunity to get together and gossip. The head physician was
coming and going, opening and shutting doors; the doctors were arriving
one by one; the surgeon, all in white, his sleeves turned back to the
elbows, was talking with the women. The telephone-bell rang; it was the
police commissioner sending word that the train was an hour late. A few
persons were in despair; there were some whom the matter moved to
laughter. Every one waited. And sometimes the train, instead of one
hour, was two or three hours late. Resignation became general in
proportion as reasons for impatience accumulated. In the great hall
where they were all assembled some seated themselves on anything they
could find, others lay down upon stretchers. Bright conversation grew
dim with the lights. White-robed women, going up or down stairs on
tiptoe, seemed like angelic apparitions. Through the partitions came the
heavy breathing of sleeping men. Suddenly the ringing of a bell startled
every one; the train was drawing into the station at last. The lights
were turned up. Ten minutes later the first automobiles were sounding in
the court. The double-leaved doors were thrown wide, notwithstanding the
cold, the stretcher-bearers rushed out, and in a moment, contrasting
with their rapid bounds, came slowly the wounded soldiers, bleeding,
bearded, covered with earth, wan, exhausted; some of them half-naked,
some with frozen feet, upheld or carried by sturdy fifteen-year-old
lads. All were silent, a religious respect hushed the words upon the
lips. This torn flesh, these rags of French uniform, wrought in the mind
of every being not utterly insensible a change in his idea of the
pathetic; something of the atmosphere of the firing-line entered and
asepticized every heart.
The next morning the sense of familiarity returned. But in that one hour
of the dark winter night, while the surgeon, bending over each victim,
was asking him almost tenderly: "And you, my child?"--something august,
an exhalation of the colossal human sacrifice, penetrated into this
commonplace old hotel hall, sanctifying it for all time to come. And not
one of those men or women who had been there, however advanced the hour
of the night, however visible the fatigue on all their faces, but was
glad for having been there.
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