Young Mr. Barter's Repentance: From "Schwartz" by David Christie MurrayMurray, David Christie
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Young Mr. Barter's Repentance: From "Schwartz" by David Christie Murray
Murray, David Christie
Fiction
When the adieux were being said between the old friends, Mr. James
Hornett had slid noiselessly downstairs, his mind inflated by pride.
He was not proud of having played the eavesdropper, for even in Mr.
Hornett’s economy of things, that was an act to be proud of; but he was
very proud, indeed, to be associated with a gentleman so magnificently
respected as Mr. Bommaney. There were not so very many people, he
told himself, even in the City of London, which was full of wealth and
probity, into whose hands so large a sum would be placed with so little
a sense of the necessity of precaution. He felt as if he himself had
been treated in this majestic manner, and the feeling warmed his heart.
He bowed Mr. Brown from the office door with an _empressement_ which he
feared a moment later might almost have betrayed him, and he went about
his duties for the rest of the day in a mood of unusual contentment. The
earlier memory of his employer’s disturbance crossed him sometimes, and
always excited his curiosity; but the later feeling dominated him. He
was delighted by his association with a concern so eminently respectable
as that of Bommaney, Waite, and Co.
Meanwhile Mr. Hornett’s employer, with that dreadful rooted secret in
his mind, which he did not dare to look at, sat alone, looking with
staring eyes before him, and drumming in a regular tune upon the topmost
note of the terrible little pile. He had locked the notes away before
Brown’s departure, but they had seemed to draw him to the safe with
almost a physical compulsion, and he had brought them out again to look
at them, to handle them, to count them, to resolve in his own mind that
he did not hanker after them, and was honourable to the core. It was so
new a thing to be tempted, that at times his own self-deception was made
easy to him. It did not occur to him to reflect that the need and the
means had never so presented themselves together until now, or that his
life-long honour had depended upon their absence.
When he had sat in silence for a while he awoke to the fact that the
interview had been nothing but a succession of shocks to him, and that
he was bodily exhausted. He rose, and, walking feebly to the inner room,
applied himself anew to the brandy bottle he kept there. He had gone
much too often to that deceptive solace lately, and he knew it; but each
successive visit carried its own excuses with it, and it had never in
any individual instance been worth while to resist a habit which it was
always easy to condemn in the main.
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