Young Mr. Barter's Repentance: From "Schwartz" by David Christie MurrayMurray, David Christie
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Young Mr. Barter's Repentance: From "Schwartz" by David Christie Murray
Murray, David Christie
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The brandy enlightened him and opened new sluices of emotion. Perhaps
for the moment he was a better man because of it. He seemed to wake to a
more determined sense of the enormity of the temptation which lay before
him. He thought of his own son, and a shadow took him from head to
foot as, in a brandified nervous vision, he beheld some shadowy
supposititious creature in the act of telling the tale to Phil. The vice
of drink has had the creation of many other vices laid to its charge,
but for once in the world’s history the obfuscated vision was clearer
than the natural, and Philip drunk a better man, and a more righteous
and honourable, than Philip sober.
At bottom, Philip Bommaney knew himself too well to be at all sure that
this phase of feeling would endure with him; and in a half-conscious
dread of the return of that baser self, whose first appearance in
his history had so affrighted him, he hurriedly attired himself for
out-of-doors, crammed the bundle of notes into an inner pocket of his
overcoat, and, after a final appeal to the decanter, left his room with
a somewhat hysteric sense of courage and self-approval. He had been
tempted--he was ready to recognise that the temptation was over, that he
had well-nigh succumbed to it--but he had triumphed! He was a man again.
He had been weighed in the balances and not found wanting. There were
some tears in his eyes compounded of brandy and nerves and affections
and remorses as he hurried into the street. Phil should never be ashamed
of his father. Old Brown, who had trusted him like a brother, should
never learn to shun and hate him. He had to go under--the thing was
inevitable, unescapable, but he would at least go under like a man. His
heart beat to the tune of the ‘Conquering Hero,’ where it might have
beat to the ‘Rogue’s March,’ but for that friendly nip of brandy and the
all-covering mercies of Heaven.
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