She was seated here, on an afternoon of October, warm with the shining
of that second summer which comes even in the north. The sunshine came
so far into the room that it caught the edges of the carpet, and made a
false show of gold upon the faded wool; and it was so warm that Miss
Musgrave had drawn her chair farther into the room than usual, and sat
in the shade to escape the unusual warmth. At this moment she was not
doing anything. She was sitting quite silent, the book she had been
reading laid open upon her knee, enjoying the sun, as people enjoy it to
whom it suddenly reveals itself after date when it is past expectation.
In the end of October in the north country, people have ceased to think
of warmth out of doors, or any blaze of kindly light from the skies--and
the morning had been grey though very mild. The sudden glow had caught
Mary as she sat, a little chilly, close to her opened door, thinking of
a shawl, and had transfigured the landscape and the heavens and her own
sentiments all at once. She was sitting with her hands in her lap, and
the open book on her knee, thinking of it, surprised by the sweetness of
it, feeling it penetrate into her very heart, though she had drawn her
chair back out of the sun. No, not thinking--people do not think of the
sunshine; but it went into her heart, bringing back a confused sweetness
of recollection and of anticipation--or rather of the anticipations
which were recollections--which had ceased to exist except in memory.
Just so does youth expect some sudden sweetness to invade its life; and
sometimes the memory of that expectation, even when unfulfilled, brings
a half sad, half sweet amusement to the solitary. It was so with this
lady seated alone in her old hall. She was Mary again, the young
daughter of the house; and at the same time she was old Miss Musgrave
smiling at herself.
But as she did so a footstep sounded on the rough pavement of the
ascent. No one could come unheard to her retreat, which was a safeguard.
She gave a little shake to her head, and took up the open book, which
was no old favourite to be dreamed over, but a modern book; and prepared
herself for a visitor with that smoothing of the brow and closing up of
mental windows which fits us to meet strange eyes. “It is only I,” said
the familiar voice of some one who knew and understood this slight
movement: and then she dropped the book again, and let the smile come
back into her eyes.
“Only you! then I may look as I please. I need not put on my company
garb,” she said, with a smile.
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