Mr. Musgrave said nothing. He shook his head impatiently, pushed the
letter to her with an energy that flung it into her lap, and resumed his
writing. She stood by while he deliberately returned to his description
of the “chief,” turning up a page in his heraldry book, where all the
uses and meanings of that “augmentation” were discussed. According to
all appearance his mind took up this important question exactly where he
had left it; and he resumed his writing steadily, betraying agitation
only by a larger, bolder, and firmer handwriting than usual. His
daughter stood for a moment by his side, and watched him
speechless--then went out of the room without another word. The Squire
went on writing for a full minute more. The lines he wrote had not been
so bold, so firm, so well-defined for years. Was it because he had to
put forth the whole force that remained in him, soul and body, to get
them upon the paper at all? When all sound of her departing steps had
died out, he stopped suddenly, and, putting down his pen, let his head
drop upon the open book and its figured page. An augmentation of honour!
The days were over in which such gifts came from heralds and kings. And
instead, here were struggles of a very different kind from those which
won new blazons. But the most insensible, the most self-controlled of
men, could not take such an interruption of his studies with absolute
calm. He had never been in such desperate conflict with any man as with
this son, and here his enemy, whom nature forbade to be his enemy, his
antagonist, had come again after the silence of years and confronted
him. To see such a one pass by could not but excite a certain emotion;
but to meet him thus as it were face to face! The passion of parental
love has been often portrayed. There is no passion more fervent, none
perhaps even that can equal it; but there is another passion scarcely
less intense--that which rises involuntarily in the bosom of a man
between whom and his son there are no ties of mutual dependence, when
the younger has become as the elder, knowing good and evil, and all the
experiences of life; when there is no longer any question of authority
and obedience, and natural affection yields to a strain of feeling which
is too strong for it. Many long years had passed now since young
Musgrave ceased to be his father’s pride and boyish second in
everything. He had grown a man, his equal, and had resisted and held his
own in the conflict half a lifetime ago. All the embitterment which
close relationship gives to a deadly quarrel had been between them, and
though the father had so far got the better as to drive the rebel out of
his sight, he had not crushed his will or removed him from his
standing-ground. He was the victor, though the vanquished. His son had
not yielded, nor would ever yield. When Mr. Musgrave raised his head his
face was pale, and his head shook with a nervous tremor; all the broken
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