redness of his cheeks shone like pencilled lines through his pallor,
increasing it. “This will never do,” he said to himself, and rising,
went to an old oak cupboard in the corner, and poured himself a small
glass of the strongest of liqueurs. Not for all that remained of the
Musgrave property would he have shown himself so broken, so overcome.
This other man who was no younger, but only stronger than himself, was
at the same time his successor, ready to push him out of his seat;
waiting for a triumph that must come sooner or later. He had been able
to forget all about him for years; to thrust out the thought of him when
it recurred; but here the man stood once more confronting him. The
Squire was wise in his way, and knew that there was nothing in the world
so bad for the health, or so likely to give his antagonist an advantage,
as the indulgence of emotion--therefore he crushed it “upon the
threshold of the mind.” He would not give him so much help towards the
inevitable eventual triumph. He went back to his writing-table when he
had fortified himself with that potent mouthful; but, knowing himself,
tried his pen upon a stray bit of paper before he would resume his
writing. What he wrote was in the quivering lines of old age. He tore it
into pieces. No one should see such a sign of agitation in the
manuscript which was to last longer than he. He took up the most learned
of his books, and began to read with close attention. Here, at all
events, the adversary should not get the better of him; or, at least, if
thoughts did surge and rise, obliterating the old escutcheon altogether
and the lion on its “chief,” nobody should be the wiser.
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