children and drove them away? This thought gave her a pang, as she stood
and looked at the two helpless creatures before her, too frightened now
to munch their biscuits, one gazing at her with big pathetic eyes, the
other hiding his face. An ache of helplessness and pain not less great
than theirs came into her mind. She was as helpless as they were,
looking at them across the table, as if across a world of separation
which she did not know how to bridge over, with not only them to
vanquish, but herself. At last she put out her hands with the sense of
weakness, such as perhaps she had never felt before. She had not been
able, indeed, to influence her father, but she had not felt helpless
before him; on the contrary, his hardness had stirred her to
determination on her side, and a sense of power which quickened the
flowing of her blood. But before these children she felt helpless; what
was she to do with them, how bring herself into communication with them?
She put out her hands--hands strong to guard, but powerless she thought
to attract. “Lilias, will you come to me?” she said with a tremulous
tone in her voice.
The weariness, the strangeness, the darkness had been almost too much
for Lilias; her mouthful of biscuit and draught of milk had been too
quickly interrupted by the return of the strange, beautiful lady, with
whom she alone, she was aware, could deal. And she could not respond to
that appeal without quitting hold of Martuccia, who, though powerless to
treat with the lady, was still a safeguard against the surrounding
blackness, a something to cling to. But the child was brave as a hero,
notwithstanding the nervous susceptibility of her nature. She disengaged
her arm slowly from her one stay, keeping her eyes all the time fixed
upon Miss Musgrave, half attracted by her, half to keep herself from
seeing those dark corners in which mysterious dangers seemed to lurk;
and came forward, repressing the sob that rose in her throat, her little
pale face growing crimson with the strain of resolution which this
effort cost her. It was all Lilias could do to move round the table
quietly, not to make a rush of fright and violent clutch at the hand
held out to her--even though it was the hand of a stranger, from which
in itself she shrank. Mary put her arm round the little trembling
figure, and smoothing away the dark hair from her forehead, kissed the
little girl with lips that trembled too. She would do her duty by her;
never would she forsake her brother’s child; and with the warmth of this
resolution tears of pity and tenderness came into her eyes. But when
Lilias felt the protection of the warm soft arm about her, and the
tenderness of the kiss, her little heart burst forth with a strength of
impulse which put all laws at defiance. With a sobbing cry she threw
herself upon her new protector, caught at her dress, clung to her waist,
nestled her head into her bosom, with a close pressure which was half
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