till the danger was over. Did he not wish her happiness? Ah, yes, and
would, he thought, have given his life to procure it; but was it
necessary that happiness should always be got in that one vulgar way?
Marriage was well enough for the vulgar, but not for Mary. It would have
been a descent from her maiden dignity, a lowering of her position. He
was willing that everybody should love her and place her on a pedestal
above all women; but it wounded his finest feelings to think that she
too, in her turn, might love. There was no man good enough or great
enough to be worthy of awakening such a sentiment in Mary Musgrave’s
breast.
As is not unusual in such cases, Mr. Pennithorne, the chief inspiration
of whose life was a visionary passion of the most exalted and exalting
kind for a woman, had married a woman for whom no one could entertain
any very exalted or impassioned feelings. Perhaps the household drudge
is a natural double or attendant of the goddess. They “got on” very well
together, people said, and Mr. Pen put up with his wife’s little
foolishnesses and fretfulnesses, as perhaps a man could not have done
whose heart was fortified by no ideal passion. Emily was a good
housekeeper of the narrow sort, caring very little for comfort, and very
proud of her economy; and she was a good mother of the troublesome kind,
whose children are always in the foreground, always wanting something,
always claiming her attention. Mr. Pen adored them, and yet he was glad
when they were got to bed, when his wife could be spoken to without one
child clinging to her skirts, or another breaking in upon everything
with plaintive appeals to mamma. But he took it for granted that this
was how it must be, and that a more lovely course of life was
impracticable. One woman excepted, all women, he thought, were like
this; it is thus that the dogmatisms of common opinion are formed and
kept up; and what could be done but to shrug his shoulders at the
inevitable, escaping from it into his study, or with a sigh into that
world of the ideal where imagination is never ruffled by the incidents
of common life. The children were in bed on this October night, and
everything was still. The vicarage was not a handsome house, nor was it
old, but merely modern, badly built, and common-place, redeemed by
nothing but its garden, which was large, and gave a pretty surrounding
to the place in summer. But the night had become stormy, and the wind
was raving in the trees, making their close neighbourhood anything but
an advantage. Mrs. Pennithorne thought it extravagant to use two
sitting-rooms, so the family ate and lived in the dining-room--a dark
room papered and furnished as, in the days when Mr. Pen was married, it
was thought right to decorate such places, with a red flock paper of a
large pattern, which relieved the black horsehair of the furniture. The
room was not very large. It had a black marble mantel-shelf, with a
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