clock upon it, and some vases of Bohemian glass, and a red and blue
table-cover upon the table, about which there lingered always a certain
odour of food, especially in cold weather, when the windows were closed.
Mrs. Pennithorne sat between the fire and the table. She had some
dressmaking in hand, which made a litter about--dark winter stuff for
little Mary’s frock; and as she had no genius for this work, it was a
lingering and confusing business with her, and made her less amiable
than usual. The reason why her husband was there at all instead of being
in his study was that the evening was cold; but it had not yet become,
according to Mrs. Pen’s code, time for fires. There was one in the
dining-room, for she had not been well; but to light a second so early
in October was against all her traditions, and Mr. Pen had been driven
out of his study, where he had been sitting in his great-coat, and now
stood with his back to the fire, warming himself, poor man, in
preparation for another spell of work at his sermon. He was thin, and
felt the cold. It was this, she had just been saying, that had brought
him, and not any regard for her loneliness--which indeed was quite true.
“No, Emily,” he said, meekly, “for I have my work to do, you know; but
while I am here, I hope you are not sorry to see me. The children were
rather late to-night.”
“I am glad to keep them up a little for company,” she said. “It is not
so cheerful sitting here all alone, hearing the wind roaring in the
trees; and my nerves are quite gone. I never used to fear anything when
I was a young girl, but now I start at every sound. I don’t mean to
blame _you_--but it is lonely sitting by one’s self after being one of a
large family.”
“No doubt--no doubt,” he said, soothingly. “I suppose we gain something
as years go on, but we do lose something. That must be taken for granted
in life.”
“I don’t like your philosophy, Mr. Pennithorne,” said Emily; “the way
you have of always making out that things have to be! I don’t see it,
for my part. I think a married woman should have a great deal to cheer
her up that a girl can’t have----”
“My dear,” he said, “perhaps I am not much--and you know the parish is
my first duty; but have you not the children?--dear children they are. I
do not think there can be any greater pleasure than one’s children----”
“You have nothing to do but enjoy them,” said Mrs Pennithorne, slightly
softened; “but if you had to work and slave like me! There is never a
day that I have not something to do for them; mending, or making, or
darning, or something. Fathers have an easy time of it; they play with
the baby now and then, take out the elder ones for a walk, and that is
all. That is nothing but pleasure; but to sit for days and work one’s
fingers to the bone----”
“I wish you would not, Emily. I have heard you say that Miss Price in
the village was a very good dressmaker----”
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