“For those who can afford her,” said Mrs. Pennithorne. “But,” she added,
with a better inspiration, “you make me look as if I were complaining,
and I don’t want to complain. Though it is dull, William, you must
allow, sitting all the evening by one’s self----”
“But I have to do the same,” he said, with gentle hypocrisy. “You know,
Emily, if I wrote my sermon here, we should fall to talking, which no
doubt is far pleasanter--but it is not duty, and duty must come before
all----”
“There is more than one kind of duty,” said Mrs. Pennithorne, who was
tearing her fingers with pins putting together two sides of Mary’s
frock. While she was bending over this, the maid came into the room with
a note. There was something in the “Ah!” with which he took it which
made his wife raise her head. She was not jealous of Miss Musgrave, who
was nearly ten years older than herself, an old maid, and beneath
consideration; but she did think that William thought a great deal too
much of the Castle. “What is it now?” she said pettishly. Perhaps once
more--they had done it several times already--it was an invitation to
dinner for Mr. Pennithorne alone. But he was so much interested in what
he was reading that he did not even hear her. She sat with her scissors
in her hand, and looked at him while he read the note, his face
changing, his whole mind absorbed. He did not look like that when their
common affairs were discussed, or the education of his children, which
ought to be more interesting to him than anything else. This was other
people’s business--and how it took him up! Mrs. Pennithorne was a good
woman, and did her duty to her neighbours when it was very clearly
indicated; but still, of course, nothing could be of such consequence as
your own family, and your duty to them. And to see how he was taken up,
smiling, looking as if he might be going to cry! Nothing about Johnny or
Mary ever excited him so. Mrs. Pennithorne was not only vexed on her own
account, but felt it to be wrong.
“Well, life is a wonderful thing,” he said suddenly. “I went to the
Castle this afternoon----”
“You are always going to the Castle,” she said, in a fretful voice.
“--Expressly to tell Miss Musgrave how much my mind had been occupied
about her brother John. You never knew him, Emily; but he was my pupil,
and I was very fond of him----”
“You are very fond of all the family, I think,” she said,
half-interested, half-aggrieved.
“Perhaps I was,” he said, with a little sigh, which, however, she did
not notice; “but John particularly. He was a fine fellow, though he was
so hot-headed. The other night I kept dreaming of him, all night
long--over and over again.”
“That was what made you so restless, I suppose,” Mrs. Pennithorne put
in, in a parenthesis. “I am sure you have plenty belonging to yourself
to dream of, if you want to dream.”
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