15th.--Up by nine; took a walk, and began work by eleven. Painted
the boy’s boots and breech.... Intensely cold out of doors all day.
Received a note given me over the wall by the next neighbour, who is
the landlord’s agent. I owe him two quarters, and on the 24th three
ditto. I must write and explain. This evening again the servant, boy,
and Katty, and muddled about one hour. Seddon wants me to be at his
place on Saturday, to meet Millais, Rossetti, etc.: I won’t go. £10.
5s. in hand; and I mean to keep it there, and not be such a fool as
to pay rent: “Base is the slave” etc....
17th.--Out per ’bus and rail to Limehouse, to get a net and tackle.
No success, and rain. At last saw a pig-net and an old block at
a marine-store shop; brought them off in triumph, with a coil of
rope, for 2s. 10d.... Then to Seddon’s, to meet Millais, Rossetti,
and Collins.... Millais, when a hanger at the R.A., _to write to
the Times_ if they do not put the best pictures in the best places
(?). Collins occasionally chuckles hysterically at these grand
projects--believes Millais a second Revelation; but himself I like.
18th.--Up at eight--still at Seddon’s. Breakfast and talk. Hunt
writes no end of letters, it seems; being of opinion that it is more
needful than painting to an artist....
19th.--Up at half-past nine; dressed hurriedly, and to work by
half-past ten. Fine day; showers at intervals, but kept on under
large umbrella. Painted the woman’s glove and part of shawl, holding
boy; his jacket and hair again, and quite successful; ditto his hand
and comforter. Good day till half-past six....
22nd.--From half-past two to six at Emma’s head--must see to-morrow
if it is improved. I scrape it all over with my penknife to
begin, getting thereby the ground partly seen through for the
repainting. This head is with zinc white on zinc white ground. I
keep it faithfully like Emma. After tea one hour and a half at the
Cartoon--indoors--the head being under umbrella....
24th.--Up at half-past eight--out with Emma and children. She gone
to see her mother with Oliver. To work by twelve till five at the
head, without Emma. Thought I had improved it, and then got disgusted
with it just before leaving off, consequently in a state of great
despondency; this is invariably the case when I work at a female head
or any principal one. I cannot believe it is fit to be seen till I
have put it away for a week. But to-day I have been heavy about the
head and irritable....
28th.--Began retouching the red shawl and the olive-green skirt, and
actually worked the whole day at them, and did not succeed. In the
evening an old washerwoman for the widow, mother of the profligate.
29th.--To work by ten till one at the confounded skirt again. After
dinner placed the bulwark out in the yard, and began painting it
through the window. This evening drew-in the netting, ropes, and the
old widow.