Recollections of Dante Gabriel Rossetti — Dante Alighieri — John Shaqi
Recollections of Dante Gabriel Rossetti
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did was done, as he used to say, less from love of the things hunted
for, than from love of the pursuit, which, from its difficulty, gave
rise to a pleasurable excitement. Thus did he grieve down his loss, and
little did they think who afterwards followed the fashion he set them,
and carried his passion for antique furniture to an excess at which he
must have laughed, that his’ primary impulse was so far from a desire to
“live up to his blue ware,” that it was more like an effort to live down
to it.
It was during the earlier years of his residence at Chelsea that
Rossetti formed a habit of life which clung to him almost to the last,
and did more than aught else to blight his happiness. What his intimate
friend has lately characterised in _The Daily News_ as that great curse
of the literary and artistic temperament, insomnia, had been hanging
about him since the death of his wife, and was becoming each year more
and more alarming. He had tried opiates, but in sparing quantities, for
had he not the most serious cause to eschew them? Towards 1868 he heard
of the then newly found drug chloral, which was accredited with all the
virtues and none of the vices of other known narcotics. Here then was
the thing he wanted; this was the blessed discovery that was to save
him from days of weariness and nights of misery and tears. Eagerly he
procured it, took it nightly in single small doses of ten grains each,
and from it he received pleasant and refreshing sleep. He made no
concealment of his habit; like Coleridge under similar conditions, he
preferred to talk of it. Not yet had he learned the sad truth, too soon
to force itself upon him, that the fumes of this dreadful drug would
one day wither up his hopes and joys in life: deluding him with a
short-lived surcease of pain only to impose a terrible legacy of
suffering from which there was to be no respite. Had Rossetti been
master of the drug and not mastered by it, perhaps he might have
turned it to account at a critical juncture, and laid it aside when the
necessity to employ it had gradually been removed. But, alas! he gave
way little by little to the encroachments of an evil power with which,
when once it had gained the ascendant, he fought down to his dying day a
single-handed and losing fight.