As is he who dreaming sees, and after the dream the passion remains
imprinted, and the rest returns not to the mind, such am I; for my
vision almost wholly fails, while the sweetness that was born of it yet
distils within my heart. Thus the snow is by the sun unsealed; thus on
the wind, in the light leaves, was lost the saying of the Sibyl.
O Supreme Light, that so high upliftest Thyself from mortal
conceptions, re-lend a little to my mind of what Thou didst appear, and
make my tongue so powerful that it may be able to leave one single
spark of Thy glory for the future people; for, by returning somewhat to
my memory and by sounding a little in these verses, more of Thy victory
shall be conceived.
I think that by the keenness of the living ray which I endured, I
should have been bewildered if my eyes had been averted from it. And it
comes to my mind that for this reason I was the more hardy to sustain
so much, that I joined my look unto the Infinite Goodness.
O abundant Grace, whereby I presumed to fix my eyes through the Eternal
Light so far that there I consumed my sight!
In its depth I saw that whatsoever is dispersed through the universe is
there included, bound with love in one volume; substance and accidents
and their modes, fused together, as it were, in such wise, that that of
which I speak is one simple Light. The universal form of this knot[1] I
believe that I saw, because in saying this I feel that I more at large
rejoice. One instant only is greater oblivion for me than five and
twenty centuries to the emprise which made Neptune wonder at the shadow
of Argo.[2]
[1] This union of substance and accident and their modes; the unity of
creation in the Creator.
[2] The mysteries of God vanish in an instant from memory, but the
larger joy felt in recording them is proof that they were seen.
Thus my mind, wholly rapt, was gazing fixed, motionless, and intent,
and ever with gazing grew enkindled. In that Light one becomes such
that it is impossible he should ever consent to turn himself from it
for other sight; because the Good which is the object of the will is
all collected in it, and outside of it that is defective which is
perfect there.
Now will my speech be shorter, even in respect to that which I
remember, than an infant's who still bathes his tongue at the breast.
Not because more than one simple semblance was in the Living Light
wherein I was gazing, which is always such as it was before; but
through my sight, which was growing strong in me as I looked, one sole
appearance, as I myself changed, was altering itself to me.
Within the profound and clear subsistence of the lofty Light appeared
to me three circles of three colors and of one dimension; and one
appeared reflected by the other, as Iris by Iris,[1] and the third
appeared fire which from the one and from the other is equally breathed
forth.
[1] As one arch of the rainbow by the other.