Monsieur Judas: A Paradox — David Hume — John Shaqi
Monsieur Judas: A Paradox
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It was a handsome young face of the fresh-coloured Saxon type, but
just now looked strangely haggard and careworn. Dark circles under the
bright blue eyes, the complexion faded from healthy hues to a dull
unnatural white; and the yellow hair tossed in careless disorder from
off the high forehead, whereon deep lines between the arched eyebrows
betrayed vexation or secret trouble--perhaps both. A face that should
have worn a merry smile, but did not; lips that should have shown the
white teeth in a happy laugh, but did not; eyes that should have
burned with poetic fire, with jocund good-humour, with love fire, but
did not. No! this face that was young, and should have looked young,
bore the impress of a disturbed mind, of a spirit ill at ease, and the
keen-eyed detective, withdrawing his gaze with a sigh from the face,
let it rest on the figure of Roger Axton.
No effeminacy there, in spite of the girlish delicacy of the face and
the gentle look in the blue eyes. On the contrary, a stalwart,
muscular frame, well developed, and heavily knit. Plenty of bone, and
flesh, and muscle, over six feet in height, an undefinable look of
latent strength, of easy consciousness of power. Yes, Roger Axton was
not an antagonist to be despised, and looked more like a fighting
man-at-arms than a peaceful poet.
He bore the scrutiny of Mr. Fanks, however, with obvious discomposure,
and the hand holding the well-worn briar-root, which he was filling
from his tobacco-pouch, trembled slightly in spite of all his efforts
to steady the muscles.
"Well!" he said at length, striking a match, "I see you bring your
detective habits into private life, which must be pleasant for your
friends. May I ask if you are satisfied?"
"The face," observed Octavius, leisurely waving his hand to disperse
the smoke-clouds rolling from the briar-root of his companion, "the
face is not that of a happy man!"
"It would be very curious if it was," replied Axton, sulkily, "seeing
that the owner is not happy."
"Youth, good looks, genius, health," said Fanks, reflectively. "With
all these you ought to be happy, Roger."
"No doubt! But what I ought to be and what I am, are two very
different things."
"Judging by your face, they certainly are," retorted the detective,
drily; "but what is the matter with you, grumbler? Are you hard up?"
"No! I have a sufficiency of this world's goods."
"The critics have been abusing your last poems, perhaps?"
"Pooh! I'm used to that."
"Ah! then there's only one reason left. You are in love?"
"True, oh king," said Roger, drawing hard at his pipe, "I am in love."
"Tell me all about it," said Fanks, curling himself up luxuriously in
his chair. "I adore love confidences. When you were a small nuisance
at school, you told me all your troubles, and I consoled you. Do so
now, and--"
"No! no!" cried Axton, suddenly, "you can't console me now. No one can
do that."