Vignettes: A Miniature Journal of Whim and Sentiment — Kant — John Shaqi
Vignettes: A Miniature Journal of Whim and Sentiment
Kant · en
But especially there lingers in my mind the memory of a certain brief,
mediæval drama, where a little flaxen-haired lady, wearing a low-cut
dress of arsenic-green satin, passionately implored mercy of a
curly-pated knight in a shirt of maroon-coloured velvet, for a great
wrong she had done him. She wept piteously, poor little creature,
tearing tremulously at her fluffy locks, and on her knees appealing to
us all to help her. But the little knight kept his wooden gaze
obdurately averted from her, till, exhausted, she sank dying on to a
gilt-legged couch.
The actors were only marionettes. The little lady was somewhat obviously
painted, and the little knight stood a trifle stiffly, as if suffering
slightly from stage-fright. But the pit sat the scene out in breathless
silence, and the row of callow critics sucked their pencil-stumps with
renewed vigour, and jammed their hats tighter behind their heads. For in
some curious, inexplicable way the thing was quite moving—he was so
brutal, the little curly-pated knight in his shirt of maroon-coloured
velvet; and she, poor, sobbing, little flaxen-haired lady, pleaded so
desperately....
Once before, in my childhood, through a half-closed door, I saw a girl
plead with that same tense fragility. She, too, had flaxen hair, and
wore a low-necked dress of green satin; and he, the man, stood stiffly,
turning his gaze away from her, obdurately. And each scene, as I now
compose them, seems to contain a kindred underlying element of grotesque
unreality.
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[Sidenote: POMPEII
Nov. 28]
It was an old mill. There were white columns of peeling plaster flanking
the granary, and stacks of frowsy brushwood blocking the door. Part of
it had fallen away; tall, rank grass grew between the rottening rafters
of the roof; and remnants of battered frescoes, that had once adorned
the walls of the upper rooms, were now spread bare to sun and wind and
rain. And the meal-troughs were full of blossoming wild-flowers. Beside
the mill stood a small, square Moorish house, roofed with lava, scowling
with dirt; and beside the house, guarding a public well, was a gaunt
crane of mouldering wood. Across the sleekly rippling mill-stream a
ragged peasant family were ranged the length of a strip of powdery
soil—the father, the mother, two sons, four daughters, and a toddling
child—and beyond them stretched the great dead-grey expanse of roofless
walls—the sun-dried corpse of the ruined Roman town. In the twilight the
sea lay towards Capri the colour of yellow mud; and Vesuvius, turning a
vague, velvety black, was trickling his smoky breath towards the bay.
There was a great immobility in the air—an immobility that seemed born
of long ages: and, somehow, more than the ruined town itself—defaced by
German tourists and uniformed guides—this corner of the country supplied
a bitter sense of shortness of life, the impassive sloth of time....