A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
John Locke · en
At one time that night we thought Millie would die--the doctor himself
was doubtful if she could live till morning. When morning came she was
alive, and that was all. Dr. Newton sent for a stretcher and had her
lifted on it into the train. That was a terrible journey; there were
many delays, and we thought we should never get to Richmond, but we
were there at last. We went into the waiting-room at the station and
sent for Major Grey’s brother. Fortunately, he was quickly found, and
took us to the house at which he boarded and where there was a vacant
room. The city was crowded, and on such short notice it was the best he
could do, but it was a stifling little place.
The room was small, its only window opened on a little dark hallway,
there was an objectionable closet attached to the room, and the close,
unwholesome air made me sick and faint as we opened the door. We laid
Millie on the bed. Suddenly she gasped, moaned something that sounded
like “I am dying!” and seemed to be dead.
“Air!” cried mother hopelessly, “she needs air.”
But there was no window for Dick to throw up.
He picked her up in his arms, ran down the steps with her, and into the
open street. The ladies in the house all came out to us, offering help
and sympathy, and with us got Millie into the parlor, where we laid
her on a lounge, and where two physicians worked over her for hours
before they were sure she would recover entirely from the attack. They
said it was heart failure. That evening we carried her on a stretcher
to the Spotswood Hotel. She was ill for two weeks. Then Bobby was ill
for five. Our funds ran out. What moneys we had were in the Yankee
lines and inaccessible, and Millie determined to put her education
and accomplishments to use. She set herself to work to find something
to do, and a lady from Staunton who happened to meet us at this time,
learning that she wanted work, offered her a position in a young
ladies’ school. So Millie and little Bobby went to Staunton.
CHAPTER XXIV
BY THE SKIN OF OUR TEETH
Not long after they left, mother and I came in from a round of calls
one day to find a telegram awaiting me:
“Dan wounded, but not dangerously. Come.
“GUS.”
I hurried into my room and changed my dress--to be careful of wearing
apparel had become a pressing necessity--while mother went out to see
about trains. We found there was no Petersburg train till next day;
there might be one at seven in the morning. I was up at daybreak, got a
cup of tea and a biscuit, looked at mother as she lay asleep, and with
my satchel and little lunch basket in my hand went to the depot. There
were crowds of soldiers there and a train about to start, but no woman
was to go on it--it was for soldiers only. I went from one person who
seemed to be in authority to another, seeking permission to go, but
received the same answer everywhere--only soldiers were allowed on the
train.