A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
John Locke · en
“But,” I said at last, “I am an officer’s wife, and he is wounded.”
I broke down with the words, and in spite of my efforts to keep them
back my eyes filled with tears. It was what I should have done in the
beginning. I at once got permission. I went into the car, took my seat
at the extreme end and shrunk into the smallest space possible. The car
was packed with soldiers and I was the only woman on board. When we
were about half-way a young lieutenant who occupied part of the seat in
front of me said:
“Madam, if I can be of any assistance to you, please command me. I
suppose you know that our train stops within three miles of Petersburg.”
“I did not know,” I said, “and I do not know what to expect, or what I
shall do, or where I shall find my husband, although I suppose I shall
be met.”
“If not,” he said, “I am at your service.”
No one was waiting for me at the depot; but the lieutenant secured
an ambulance, got in it with me, and directed the driver to take us
to Petersburg. We soon met Gus, Dan’s cousin, coming to meet me in a
buggy. While I was getting out of the ambulance into the buggy I was
plying Gus with questions about Dan. “Dan is at our house,” Gus told
me. “His wound is a very ugly one, but the doctors say that he’ll get
well. At first we thought he wouldn’t. He is shot through the thigh,
and will be laid up for some time--that’s what he’s kicking about now.”
Our most direct route to Mansfield, where Dan was, lay through
Petersburg, but we could not follow that route. The Yankees were
everywhere about the city, Gus said, so we went through the outer edge
of Ettricks, skirting the city proper. When we reached Mansfield my
husband on crutches met me at the door. He looked pale and weak, but he
was very cheery and tried to joke.
“He ought not to have got up, Nell,” whispered Grandmamma Grey. “He
thought it would shock you to find him in bed--that is why he got up.”
Of course I immediately put him under orders. He returned to bed meekly
enough, and from that time I did all I could, and it was all I could
do, to keep him still until his wound healed. We read and sang and
played on the banjo and had a good time. But as soon as he was able
to hobble he would go to camp every day and sit around. General Lee’s
headquarters were about a mile and a half from our house. Colonel
Taylor and a number of old friends were there, and Dan could talk fight
if he couldn’t fight. At last he insisted that he was ready to join his
division, and we set out to reach it in an ambulance drawn by three
mules.
When we came to Hatchers Run we found that creek very much swollen and
the bridge not visible, but there were fresh tracks showing where a
wagon had lately gone over.