A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
John Locke · en
I had not heard from my husband for more than a week--indeed, there
seems to have been in Richmond at this time a singular ignorance
concerning our reverses around Petersburg. There were hunger and
nakedness and death and pestilence and fire and sword everywhere, and
we, fugitives from shot and shell, knew it well, but, somehow, we
laughed and sang and played on the piano--and never believed in actual
defeat and subjugation.
Sunday morning, the second of April, as President Davis sat in his pew
at St. Paul’s Church, a slip of paper was brought to him. He read it,
quietly arose, and left the church.
General Lee advised the evacuation of Richmond by eight o’clock that
night. That was what rumor told us at the Arlington. At first we did
not believe it, but as that spring day wore on we were convinced. The
Sabbath calm was changed to bustle and confusion--almost into riot. The
streets were full of people hurrying in all directions, but chiefly in
the direction of the Danville depot. Men, women, and children jostled
each other in their haste to reach this spot. Loaded vehicles of every
description rattled over the pavements.
During the day proclamation was made that all who wished could come
to the Commissary Department and get anything they wanted in the way
of provisions--without pay. I for one, in spite of my loathing for
dried apples and peas, and a lively objection to starvation, would
not entertain the thought at first. But the situation was serious.
We discussed it in council, sitting around our room on beds, chairs,
trunks, and the floor. We could not foresee the straits to which we
might be brought. We considered that the evacuation of Richmond implied
we knew not what. Unless we provided now by laying in some stores
we might actually starve. Besides, Mrs. Sampson said she was just
_bound_ to have a whole barrel of flour, and she was going for it. That
declaration wound up the conference. Mother said she would go with
Mrs. Sampson, and I must needs go, I thought, to protect mother. We
put on our bonnets--home-made straw trimmed with chicken feathers--and
started. Such a crowd as we found ourselves in! such a starveling mob!
I got frightened and sick, and mother and Mrs. Sampson were daunted.
We had not gone many squares before we changed our course, and went to
Mrs. Taylor’s (Colonel Walter Taylor’s mother) and I ran up the steps
and asked her to lend us Bob, her youngest son, who was at home then,
for our escort.
She and Bob explained regretfully that he could not serve us. Walter
was to be married that day, and Bob had his hands full at home.
“Married?” I cried in astonishment. I had known of his engagement, and
that he expected to be married as soon as possible, but marrying at
this crisis was incredible.