A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer — John Locke — John Shaqi
A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
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When I got to Suffolk four of the company met me.
“Don’t be alarmed, Miss Nell,” said the great fellows, sympathy and
desire to cheer me blending in their eyes. “Dan will pull through all
right.”
Then Jack Carrington took me aside and explained as gently and tenderly
as if he had been my brother:
“It happened yesterday, Miss Nell, but we wouldn’t let you know because
there was no way for you to get here then. We thought it wouldn’t
be so hard on you if we waited and sent the telegram just before
train time. Your uncle got one before you did, but we told him not to
tell you till just before train time, and he wired us back to tell
you ourselves, that he couldn’t tell you. Dan is getting all right
now--he’ll soon get well, Miss Nell, indeed he will. But the doctor
said I must warn you--Miss Nell, you must be brave, you see--or I can’t
tell you at all. The doctor said I mustn’t let you go in there unless
you were perfectly calm. The wound is nothing at all, Miss Nell.”
Poor Jack was almost as unnerved as I was. He mopped my face with a wet
handkerchief, and made somebody bring me some brandy.
But the words ringing in my head, “A soldier’s wife,” pulled me
together more than the brandy, and I made Jack go on.
“It’s nothing but his arm. We were out on vidette duty yesterday and we
got shot into. You see, Miss Nell, you _must_ be brave or I can’t tell
you!”
I pulled myself together again and insisted that I _was_ brave.
“You don’t look like it, Miss Nell. I declare you don’t.”
“But I am. See now.”
Jack didn’t seem to see, but he went on, looking scared himself all the
time.
“The real trouble was Dare Devil. You see, after Dan’s arm got hurt--I
wish it had been me or George who had caught that shot, but, hang the
luck! it was Dan. You know Dare Devil’s old trick--catching the bit in
his teeth. Well, he did that and ran away. Dan held on with his good
arm until that d--d horse (excuse me, Miss Nell!) wheeled suddenly and
dashed into the woods. The limbs of the trees dragged Dan out of his
saddle, and his foot caught in the stirrup and Dare Devil dragged him
(take some brandy, Miss Nell) until the strap broke. We picked Dan up
insensible; he was delirious all night, and we thought for a time that
he was done for, but, thank God! he’s all right now. I hate to tell
you, Miss Nell, but--you’ll see how his head is--and the doctor said we
mustn’t let you go in if you couldn’t be calm.”
“I understand,” I said, “I will be very careful----”
And to prove how careful I could be, I broke down crying.