A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer — John Locke — John Shaqi
A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
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The negro, the guardian in this instance, was not anxious to have his
charge moved. His whole concern was “to git word to Ole Marster.”
“I kin take kyeer uv him,” he insisted, “jes lak I bin doin’ ’twell
Ole Marster come. Den he’ll know what to do. Mars Hugh ain’t fitten to
move now. Ef twarn’t done jes right, he couldn’t stan’ it, case he’s
too weakly. ’Twon’t do fur no strange folks to tech him nor ’sturb him,
lessen dey knows how. Mars Hugh jes same ez er baby.”
They gave the negro the rations they had with them, and the whisky
in their canteens--it was all they had to give except their scant
clothes--and rode on to Culpeper Court-house, where one of them sent
the despatch to “Ole Marster,” according to the directions Uncle Reuben
had given. And our Florida party was “Ole Marster” and his wife, and
poor Hugh Bailey’s young wife and her uncle.
It was well into the night after their arrival when four soldiers
carried up to my room a stretcher holding a skeleton of a man. A gaunt,
ragged old negro followed.
The next day the party started for home, but they never got poor Hugh
as far as Florida. They stopped in Richmond at the Exchange, and there
Hugh Bailey died the next day.
And now began for me the nursing in hospital wards that made up so
large a part of our lives during the war.
“Jeter shot, perhaps fatally. Go to the hospital and see what
you can do for him. I have telegraphed to his wife and mother.
“DAN.”
The orderly who brought me this message from my husband said that
Captain Jeter’s command had been in a skirmish that day, and that the
captain had fallen, mortally wounded, it was thought.
I went to him at once. He was lying unconscious across the bed as if
he had fallen or been dropped there, dressed in full uniform with his
coat buttoned up to his throat, breathing stertorously, and moaning.
There was a small black hole in his temple. I thought he must be
uncomfortable with his clothes on, and proposed to the nurse that we
should try to undress him, but she said he was dying and it would
only disturb him. All that day and until late that night I stayed
with him, changing the towels on his head, wiping the ooze from his
lips, listening to that agonizing moaning, and thinking of the wife
and mother who could not reach him. About ten o’clock he seemed to be
strangling.
“It’s phlegm in his throat,” the nurse said. She ran her finger down
his throat, pulling out a quid of tobacco that had been in his mouth
when he was shot and that had lain there ever since.
He died at midnight, and his mother came the next day at noon. I don’t
know which was the hardest to stand, her first burst of agony or her
endless questions when she could talk.
“Did he suffer much, Nell?”
“Not much, I think. He was unconscious from the time he was shot.”
“Nell, did he send me any message? Did he call for me?”